*PuRrPaWs FoOtsTepS*

Thursday, August 31, 2006

WoKe uP aT e wRonG siDe oF beD?

After an 14 hour sleep, I woke up with fever and a bad headache, plus a bloated face, and really bad looking skin.

This is so wrong! After a good night's rest, I'm supposed to feel good and look pretty! Argh. I'd better go back to bed...

6:26 PM
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Monday, August 28, 2006

wHen diD wE saY tHaT?

An small incident happened a couple of days ago, its really nothing but its just that I kept wishing I had said something.

Our group had to split to 2 for labwork, so we end up having one vacancy in each group. So Miss Petite made a small comment that hopefully no I***** join our group. I verbally agreed. Some of you may noe that I have FIRM reservations against a certain group of people, over definitely valid reasons. I have been their "slave" for countless times.

One such Mr Kaypoh Classmate overheard and immediately retort back: "What? Strange. I***** not humans meh?!". I was so taken aback by such a shameless eavesdropper, and also to avoid sounding argumentative, I kept my mouth shut. How regretful.

Mr Clasmmate, who gave you the right to eavesdrop us? And what gave you the right to put words into our mouths? Since when did we say I***** are not humans? Well, U said it, not us. If I***** are not humans, they would not have been called I*****. They could have been called ants, lizards, goats, monkeys, etc. DUH.

Mr Classmate may be married to a I*****, I don't know. Maybe you know them more than I do, but you certainly did not underwent enough to see my point. They are big, we are small, so we are intimidated. What's wrong about intimidated girls wanting to protect themselves? Likewise, u are big, and I am small, so u are also someone I should be wary of.

Mr Classmate, imagine u are a Petite Female serving in a travel-mode:

Mr Classmate, if you have ever been through all these, I wonder what would you say. Of course my point is not about what lazy bullies and advantage-ripping kind of people they are. My point is, Mr Classmate, next time if you decides to eavesdrop again, please make sure that what goes out of ur mouth had been through your brains.

As we do not judge you, its only fair you do not judge us.


12:10 AM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Genetically Stupid?

Attended a study group with the gals today. As expected, there were more chatting than studying. Haha! Well as the saying goes, 3 gals can create the noise level of a marketplace, so I guess 4 gals can probably create enough noise level to tip a construction site?

Anyway, we were not the noisiest. A table beside us sat this group of some-club members. One of the guys, apparently the leader, talks non-stop ALOUD. Sooo.. irritating! The whole world can hear him talking about his idealistic plans involving some freshman activities.

Idealistic people eeks me. My experiences with them tells me that these people say alot, sound convincing but nothing works. And they still believe that they can conquer the world with ideas that don't work. Grow up. Last I heard the world does not evolves around "true friendship", and friendship is not cultivated overnight. "I want them to help each other through the XXX based on true friendship... Friendship is... blah blah blah...". You obviously have not been molded by the realities of the working society. Of course its none of my business anyway... if he had not blabbered his volume well over our "construction site" level.

Learnt something today. Many Uni-students like to speak English, I guess people generally misperceive that English is a Higher-Class Language. Most of us were not brought up speaking English. When a fellow comes along sounding like an fake-Englishman, it seems sooo coool to the influential mind. So everyone else tries to imitates as well. But some things simply cannot be forced, while speaking good English may appear well-learned, speaking poor English and trying too hard only makes you look like a fool. I embraces my chinese roots, I am a chinese-speaking nut.

Oh, I attended a life-sciences course as well today. Some interesting facts:


7:22 AM
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Friday, August 25, 2006

AnOtHeR NigHt...

Been MSN-ing and studying Maths the whole night. While I still hate Maths to the extremes, I think I can be addicted to anything once I put in enough focus.

MSN for the longest-time with one of my new classmates. Apparently 7hours, how scary it is when it got to the point where the poor guy's MSN window had been maxed to the limit and begin "rejecting" messages. Haha! It just reminds me of the old days. Chatting-marathons with Teresa, Yewei, Shilling, Jasper, Peixin, and Weixian, Yvonne, Val & Weitian etc... School does makes us chatty.

Isk-KorKor happen to come online for a short while too, so nice to chat with teamie! I wonder is Kelly-San back yet? I miss her!!!! Missing everyone all over again... I miss Weixian and Weitian too! Never contacted them for quite long liao... Must call them later!

Feelin pretty nostalgic now...

I did a brief reflection on my 23 years of living. While I thought I was happy, I was actually unhappy most of the time. I have become quite a pro in cheating my mind that I am happy. Many of these pasts sum up to 2 words: Massive Regrets. But if not for these regrets, I would not have many of the wonderful things I have today.
23 yrs of lessons not only taught me my imperfections but also reminds me that I have more to learn.

8:00 AM
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

tHe iMPeRFeCt BeSt bOyfRiEnD


Yes, yes, yes, I know, gals. For the hundred & tenth time, I've got to admit: He can be the best boyfriend.

Best Boyfriend is wonderful but not flawless, you know? See above!

So Best Boyfriend has got more Goodies than Baddies huh. Hmm... Hmm...


12:58 AM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

sUpER BoRiNg PoSt... rEaD @ uR oWn Risk.

This is a boring post. I have had an uninteresting day... Absolutely nothing to blog about, but nevertheless, I must continue blogging so as not to disappoint my "die-hard-fan" friend. Haha.

I don't know what am I doing online at this hour. My first quiz in killer-Maths is coming up and I have not even started studying for it. Don't ask me why not... I don't need to go through another horrifying episode of guilt-drama. I'm think I have got serious Maths phobia. I made some serious considerations, I think I hate Maths more than I do my hair.

I hope Baby's not reading this. He's gonna be so mad at me for not revising my work when I say I would... Oh no.

I NEED to buy a new camera!!! Mine's spoilt again, just three weeks after retrieving it back from Canon's 3-months-long-repair. It seems worse this round... The LCD screen keeps flicking non-stop, even the photos are affected by pillars of "light". Baby says send it back to Canon for repairs again... What, and wait another 3months? Forget it. I have given up. If that means spending S$18 less a month for the next 45months, I don't care, I must get a new one (Any richies reading this should know what to do la...? *Evil Grins*).

4:36 AM
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Monday, August 21, 2006

DePReSsiOns oF a UgLy ShOpaHoLiC...

I am depressed...
Life is depressing if I can't shop.
Life is depressing when I have outgrown my clothes.
Life is the most depressing when there is no new additions to my wardrobe in a week.
I HAVE NO CLOTHES TO WEAR OUT!!!!
And I can quietly add that I have no bags & accessories as well... :o(

He will think... "You have got so many clothes liao! Why is it still not enough for you?"

I have to say, I just do not have the correct clothes for the right occasion. My wardrobe collection either overdresses me or underdresses me. They are either too washed out, too boring or makes me looks like big-fat-meatball rolling down the streets. I don't have anything thats says "Just Nice & Fabulous". I have nothing to go with my ugly shoes, my ugly hair and my ugly face.

Speaking of hair... I simply HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MY HAIR!!!!! It looks exactly like a limpy mop. Imagine a mop sitting on top of a huge round chinese bun, coupled with a pig's nose. So not pretty. When is it growing out? Why is it not growing out yet? How long more must I pin it up??? Arrrggh!!!

3:42 AM
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

ISFJ Personality?

My Bloginality is ISFJ!!!
Fits in pretty much of what I think I am...
But I wonder is "what I think I am" more accurate, or is "what others think I am" more accurate?

4:20 PM
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TeaM 21E :o)



Lotsa Misses...

To be a part of you guys had been the greatest thing that has happen to me in the last 1.5years :o)
I have been with the best.

1:35 AM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

NoT FeeLiNg WeLL...

I'm not feeling well again... Gastric pains, headaches... And I found a small lump somewhere, well big enough to cause a bit of panic. I think I shall ignore it.

I'm curious... more like frustrated. Why am I always not feeling well? Why do I always fall sick so easily? Do u guys always feel unwell too? Or is it just me? Am I abnormal or are humans just made this way? So is trying to feel well demanding too much of myself?

Look at me. I am a plump, meaty and heavy 20-something year old gal. I have an enormous appetite too. How can I be so unhealthy? Doesn't really make sense, right?

I think it must be normal to feel unwell. I think humans could have been programed to feel unwell. Maybe my definition of feeling unwell is other people's definition of feeling well. So thats why I shouldn't feel that I'm feeling unwell at all. Right?


Good Gracious. What am I talking about?????!!!!

1:06 AM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

祝你 好运


今天 我第一次深刻的领悟到, 喜欢一个人, 一切都能变得无所谓.

生了那么久的闷气, 原来只要他一句肯定, 什么都不重要了. . .

他为我感到不值, 为我生气, 也许就是我最大的安慰吧. . . 我不再生气了.

从今以后, 别人的坏话我绝对不再说了.

因为想要更珍惜自己, 因为人言的确可谓. . .

因为相信做人要有口德, 也因为我想问心无亏. . .

更重要的是, 我绝对不想成为让别人伤心困扰的理由.

所以那些伤人到极点的对白, 我至今不曾说过, 以后也不会说的. . .

必竟拿自己于那些人相比, 是多么不值啊. . .

当然, 你也能保留自己毫无口德于思维的生活方式. . . 如果你所为的快乐 真能问心无亏的话.

我会祝你长命百岁, 死后也能一样好运.


9:39 PM
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Curse u.

I saw something that I shouldn't have. But I am glad I did though. It made me really angry but at least it proves that I do not have groundless hatred.

See Baby, you were so wrong. Why do I have to put things right in front your eyes, then you can see clearly? Who was the one who couldn't face up with the facts? Those were your so-called friends. Isn't it funny? Hah. We have to review our contract.

I gave up cursing many years ago, after being freaked out by how they really worked. I do treasure my own karma and certainly do not want to risk it over unworthy people, especially not this time of the year. But these immatures B****** are really the ultimate evil. I hate them. For the first time, quite calmly, I seriously wish someone/s dead. The darker side of me thinks, if they really die, I'll dig them out of their graves and make sure they die a few more bloody deaths. Maybe tomorrow, I will regret this. Maybe they were just pure coincidences, nevertheless it always freaks the hell out of me to see those people not being well, hurt or died. But yes, I hate these immatures that much now.

To the "samatarian" that tried to "advice" me not too long back. Fish You. You are not me, you did not went through what I did, or rather you thought you didn't. So don't try to act smart and tell me what to do. Sorry to say this so frankly, but you do not have eyes behind your back, I am not surprise you don't see all the daggers behind you. For your information, I have seen them flying at your back, many times right up to the second you turned back and say "HI". All smiles you saw were lies. So think twice before you try to bullshit me again.

Still Freaking Angry.

And FISH YOU ALL CHILDISH B******, stop reading my blog and don't contaminate my space. Die Die Die Die Die Die Die.

4:47 AM
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Friday, August 11, 2006

sHOpPinG QuEeN!!!

I am like SOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo.... HAPPY!!!!

Shopping makes me HAPPY :o) Even if it was just window-shopping, I can feel my whole soul beaming up... A fruitful shopping trip literally turns my face into some sort of disco-lights-dancing kind of expression... You click? Haha! It doesn't matter what I buy as long as I bought something! In short, shopping lights up my life!

Yes, I had quite a fruitful day of shopping today! Felt slightly depressed earlier on about how my spending habits had downgraded to the level of unnatural ever since I quitted. I remember complaining about how expensive shopping in our local grounds can get not so long ago... Oh my, how wrong can I get! Bought 2 pairs of quarter-pants + 1 pair of shorts + a belt for S$70, a tube for S$6, and another very nice feminine dress for just $35! Gosh! I almost forgot my hunger!

But poor Sky, he looked like he didn't enjoy even 1 minute of my "must-see-everything" shopping attitude... I swear he even looked somewhat depressed... Boredom pushed this half-zombie to the insane point of talking to himself for entertainment. Now he truely "understands" my passion for shopping...

We got so tired that both of us simply fell asleep in Burger King, less than 3 minutes after the last bite of that Whopper Burger . We must have looked super duper amusingly annoying, clinging on to each other sleeping like logs, in a "seats-in-high-demand" Burger King.

2:40 AM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

好想

好想 好想 有爱笑的脸颊
好想 好想 有不复杂的眼神
好想 好想 像个不曾长大的娃娃
好想 好想 能用笑容把陌生融化
真的 好想 身在天涯
也想 不再害怕
好 想 好 想 自 由

5:02 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006

StOp DRiFtinG aWay!!!!

I simply can't concentrate on my studies. I have been trying so hard to revise, but no, I just cant do it. There seems to be a mental block somewhere up there.

On every attempt, I'd only manage up to a 2 mins read, before my mind drifts away for yet another hour of daydreaming. I am still stuck somewhere in chapter 1.2. Last I heard, my lecturer seemed to have stop at chapter 5. I am way way behind time.

School officially stars tomorrow. I've just wasted my 1-week break... Regrets. Sigh.

I suspect I need a holiday! As in, an overseas holiday to play play play & shop till I drop. Yes, I know, not too long ago I was still flying, what do I mean I need an overseas holiday?! But its different! That was work! I am thinking maybe having 3-4days of pure fun would help me relieve the playfulness in me.

I really need to settle my drifting thoughts down for study urgently. My first exam falls on my birthday... The last time I checked, I am 3.5months from turning twenty-X years old. Tick Tick Tick... Time is running out!

3:10 AM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006

WaH!! aCtiOn-paCkeD! (...aLmOst...)

I cut my locks today. It didn't quite turn out how I wanted. But he is a great hairdresser, no less. Must be my mistake, wrong communication, it must be my fault.

Now my locks have been much much shortened and super-thin-out. My hair look DAMN FREAKING *sorry* UGLY!!!!! It certainly does not complement my fat face! Please grow out soon... Sob. My material-self must have had such a bad shock that it fall sick again... feeling very feverish. Argh.

Anyway, that's not what I want blog about. Had an almost-action packed encounter at a coffeeshop during supper just now. I wasn't feeling too well, so was slowly chewing my food with a half-dead expression when *Piangz!*, a Tiger glass bottle smashes forcefully on the tiled floor. Everyone frozes. Then all attention turns to this man (seated right opposite us) who stood up and started shouting something at his middle-aged accompanions. He seems drunk and ready to kick a fight.

I am suddenly wide awake, fever gone, ready for some action-drama manz! I always thought Singaporeans are "KayPoh", but within the next 10seconds, 7 surrounding tables are cleared out. Food still there, but people gone. Wah!! So Kia-Si!! He seemed more angry at the "escaping" crowd, and started another string of !@#$%.

Sky was urging me to go by now.

Me: "But we still have not finish our food, very wasteful leh.."
Sky: "Go lah..."
Me: ** But I want to watch drama** "Huh... Lets move to another table and finish up the food first lah."

So there we were, shifted some distance away, anticipating something to happen. Its like live-TV manz! A woman in the group was raising her voice and waving her arms dramatically. There were quite a few minutes of shouting, among them. Wah, getting exciting manz!

Me: *High-Speed-Munching* "Wah, quick! Finish eating fast so if we need to run later, would not waste our food!" (Can't believe myself sometimes!)

Then suddenly, everything ends. Aiya... So disappointed... And to think I wasted energy rushing through my meal. *Sianz* And my fever returns again, together with my half-dead expression...

Nevertheless, a good lesson was learnt:
>> PuRrPaWs is really a "Kay-Poh"-Queen.
>> If you want to smash bottles, make sure you clean it up. Coffeeshop bottled-beer prices does not include sweeping the floor for you.
>> Being too Kia-Si makes you lose your bread.
>> If you want action, initiate & complete it! Don't coward out & leave the audience disappointed.
>> 40-years old uncles and aunties in action-drama isn't pretty.

2:50 AM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006

bLuRp..!

Yes mom, I was so craving for late night snack that will not make me fat, that I devoured your whole tub of freshly made sambal chilli... Pretty hope sugar wasn't one of its ingredient.

Now if soundly apologetic tomorrow morning would help.... Opps.

3:12 AM
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U tHinK U LoOk gReaT, sAy thAt aGaiN iN 10 yEaRs..

As far as I can remember, from pre-school days, I would always choose my friends from the so-called "outcast". Humiliation is one such that I refuse to tolerate. Nobody have the right to oucast anyone or bred wordly evils on another person, because no one is a perfect goddess. There is retribution, mark my words. This is a interesting world, never look down on anyone.

Looking back, my life did not turn out the way I thought or most people thought it would. Neither did it for some others. Surprisingly, I did not turn out to be such a failure, and neither are the proud peacocks doing very well in life now. Looks for example, people grow up and they do change. To the aunties who told my mum I looked very ugly at birth, see I turned out quite normal! Not all ugly-duckings remain ugly and not pretties remain pretty. I can say this for sure over many very interesting incidents.

Here's my favourite one. There was a friend in my early primary education years who was outcasted and humilated for her peculiar looks. Even the teacher branded her "Jellyfish". Last I heard, she was a runner-up in a beauty pageant. Wow.

Or the always squabbling A & B among my then-schooling "buddies" of four -- A, B, C and me. Both detest each other, so A & B would always boost to me in secret that among us all, she was the prettiest, follow by C, and the list goes on, then inevitably her rival, and lastly, me. True, I dare say they all looked attractive enough to have guys queuing after them. But its sad that they would never fail to remind me that I was the most unattractive. I know I looked like a boy and even mentally-deficient guys would not like me. Duh.

12 years passed, amusingly, even though admirers-statistics remains, I don't think A & B now look attractive enough to stop cars. And I am not definately not the ugliest, sounds sad but occasionally I still have some crazy old men trying to touch my butt on flights, ok.

Moral of the stories are, to the proud person who said that her friend has got pock-marks on her face. U better hold your tongue from now on.

1:26 AM
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Friday, August 04, 2006

I miss my Little Miss SamSoonie!

I cant remember what day of the week it is today. I am having my most uneventful long-awaited 1 week break.

Basically I having been lazing my time away, doing lots of online-window-shopping and daydreaming. I did not do any revision at all, because the weather was too hot for me to concentrate. That's not an excuse huh. I have got at least 2 fans blowing high speed at me right now, and I am still sweating. Must have that air-con fixed!

But despite being so bored and uneventful, I stil managed to fall sick, again. Who can I to blame this time round, I wonder? I am no longer working, so it must be the weather then. Haha.

I met up some of my batch-girls earlier in the week (I can't remember which day) for buffet lunch at Straits Cafe. Its just like old-times, I nearly forgot that I have quit. Its good to see them! I thought the lamb shank and salmon sashimi was rather good. Can you believe the damage per pax was only S$14... I hardly think you can call that a financial-damage at all :o)

My dear KimChi! I have not seen you for so long (erm, not exactly that long...)! Miss you lots manz! Sorry I cant meet you for the live band tonight... Must meet up soon!!!!!

10:58 AM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

SuPeR wHineR...

I am a super whiner. And I am proud to be one. Its an Art! A Talent! A Gift!

Quotation from a certain Mr Sky: "Whine and whine and whine and whine...! So Rubbish... *Laugh*"

I cant help it if I can whine myself out of situations. Its not my fault that it always works....., with you.

I whine to win a debate against you. I whine to have MY choice of dinner with you. I whine to get you to help me with my heavy bags. I whine to do things the way that I like but you don't like. I can whine more.

Cannot meh? You don't like it meh? Then why do I see that smile on your face leh? :o)

6:22 AM
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