Been MSN-ing and studying Maths the whole night. While I still hate Maths to the extremes, I think I can be addicted to anything once I put in enough focus.
MSN for the longest-time with one of my new classmates. Apparently 7hours, how scary it is when it got to the point where the poor guy's MSN window had been maxed to the limit and begin "rejecting" messages. Haha! It just reminds me of the old days. Chatting-marathons with Teresa, Yewei, Shilling, Jasper, Peixin, and Weixian, Yvonne, Val & Weitian etc... School does makes us chatty.
Isk-KorKor happen to come online for a short while too, so nice to chat with teamie! I wonder is Kelly-San back yet? I miss her!!!! Missing everyone all over again... I miss Weixian and Weitian too! Never contacted them for quite long liao... Must call them later!
Feelin pretty nostalgic now...
I did a brief reflection on my 23 years of living. While I thought I was happy, I was actually unhappy most of the time. I have become quite a pro in cheating my mind that I am happy. Many of these pasts sum up to 2 words: Massive Regrets. But if not for these regrets, I would not have many of the wonderful things I have today.
While I hated everything of that lousy 1995-1998 and I regret not changing schools, it brought me him, and a dear friend.
While I regret been so naive and stupidly trusting in my past relationship, it made me smarter and self-protective.
While I regret submitting myself to the senseless slaughter from bitchiness, it brought me my team that I deeply cherishes. It also brought me my dearest friend KimChi.
While I regret being such a poor student, it made me appreciate where I am now, which otherwise, would have been taken for granted.
Humiliation had made me more self-aware. It also taught me respect.
23 yrs of lessons not only taught me my imperfections but also reminds me that I have more to learn.
