I am finally blogging on ShuQin's Wedding Dinner! Ok, I know I am 2 days late... Haha! Well, I have got to admit the delay's is my fault lah... Greedy me have too many pictures to post up here, been scratching my head thinking of how to post them without overloading the blog!!
Smart Baby just reminded me I can post the pictures as a slide show, so here they are:
Everyone looks happy!!!! People say girls are the prettiest on their wedding day. I really agree with that! But I only have one picture of the bride and her groom now, will upload more when I get the pics! Our dear pretty JingPing is looking more and more like an actress, don't you think so? And I love the way SiongChew smiles! He's got one of the most sincere smile I've ever seen! Oh by the way, dearies, the pictures have been uploaded to here. It really had been fun meeting up the gang!!! I guess at this busy age, wedding dinners are perhaps the only way the majority of us will come together! I remember that the last time I saw so much of my polymates was at Shuqin's House Warming party... And that was 2 years ago! We must really thank that girl for giving us chances to meet up! Haha!
I truly admire ShuQin's courage, especially as someone our age, for taking this step. I'm really happy for her, for finding someone she can spend the rest of her life with. May you have a BLISSFUL MARRIAGE, ShuQin!! When can we see little ShuQin, huh??? Hehe.
However, while I admire her enthusiasm for walking into her next phrase of life, I am also sadly reminded of my own cowardice. To me, marriage is really too huge a step to make! Just thinking of the hassles and the preparations to fuse two separate lives together sounds quite stressful already.
Today, Baby asked me when do I feel is an ideal age for marriage, I replied that 30 would be a good age. But frankly, deep down, I don't think I will even be ready for marriage at 30. Ok, this is talking abit too out of point, but if I ever become a runaway bride, which is highly possible, I really hope my partner will forgive me.
Just 2 days ago, I was telling ZhiJian, I would rather cohabit with someone than to get married. He was pretty shocked. A simple "I DO" means more than an pledge of lifetime commitment to someone. It is that serious, like an invisible weight that can crush me. No, I am not open-minded at all, those who know me would know that I am pretty traditional. But such an vow of commitment is something that I simply can't shoulder up.
Furthermore, even though I can be quite clingy, I also deeply treasure having alot of my own space too. Living together 24/7 will smother me. You might as well put a collar to my neck and strap me to a tree! Or better still, force a pillow over my face and watch me turn blue. Just a simple thought of marriage is more than enough to make me quiver... How scary is that!! I guess I still lack the maturity to handle all these... I don't think I will ever be ready for it!
Baby, please please please do NOT propose. I am not saying don't ever propose, but at least NOT in the next 4-5 or maybe even 6 years. Or how about when I'm ready I will propose to you instead? Hahahaha! Very funny huh... But seriously, don't propose anytime in a lengthy while. You know how much I love you... But don't propose ok?
