I have been pondering how do I even say this? My literal means of expressing myself is awkwardly limited.
Nope, absolutely nothing is pissing me off right now. Everyone's has been nice and sweet, which I'm really really thankful for. But this issue hints to be foreseen as a problem that would eventually surface. And before that even happens, I guess I'll need to make some emphasis. But how do I say it nicely without sounding anywhere near crude and blunt?
How do I say that not working during my length of studies is MY personal option? Do I also inform that I had worked hard enough and saved hard enough for the past 4 years, seeked enough support, and sacrificed a significant sum of monetary income, to provide myself with this option? Would it hurt if I were to re-emphasize that henceforth, not working is by far MY own personal option and its NOT for anyone else's convenience except mine?
So can I nicely assume that the next time someone decides to make a judgmental statement out of My personal option, please also bear in mind that I have MY own fair share of personal things to do that totally fills up MY own personal time --- which, ultimately calls for this personal option and NOT anything else?
Well, just how should I say this??? I can't possibly say something like, "Yah, I'm not working but NO, I'm not like damn free for every damn thing ok." Now would be sounding too thoughtlessly blunt and harsh, isn't it?
Gosh... some words are just hard to mouth. Tell me how should I say this? But frankly, why should I even bother saying this? Did I sound pissed? No, I'm not really pissed.
