Gosh...! I have not blog in a week! A WEEK... A neither stressful nor chaotically busy week. Have I finally grown out of blogging?? Or perhaps there are too much things that I can't share here about my recent focuses, so I don't really know what to blog about anymore.
What would you do if saying the truth will hurt someone? I always thought the best way to avoid such a scenario must be to keep whatever best remain unknown unrevealed. Yet by keeping mum, would I unintentionally magnify the degree of distress caused eventually? And it appears that I may already have. Yet neither denying nor admitting seems feasible options for me now. Many times, I really wonder if I am doing the right thing at all. But by now, I guess its no longer up to me to decide.
I did Ting's hair and make-up for a wedding dinner last Saturday. I have absolutely zero talent in this area. Only realizing it the minute I sat her down in front of the mirror was most untimely. It turns out to be a disasterous flop. Up to the point where I started spraying her hair, I had the faintest idea of what I was doing. I could not decide on her hair-do or make-up colours. That must have been the worst possible way to start. What did people say about Bad Omens?
I had major problems trying to style her hair properly. I really can't believe I couldn't even do something as simple as a french twist. My last minute practices poking on her poor scalp certainly give her bruises I guess, yet the result was nothing near passable. I even got us in a frantic rush for time. All expectations eventually bundled up into a sub standard hair-do, a sub-standard make-up and major frustrations in our haste. Nevertheless, she still thanked me for the revolting mess I've created. Yes, that did probably plunge me into further guilt. I hope she had fun during the dinner despite her ghastly makeover experience with me.
Anyway, other than the usual slacking, I have not been doing anything constructive recently. Its third week into the new semester and I have to admit I have not been studying. And soon the homeworks and quizzes will start to rolling in. *Gap*This is Pure Misery.
