I meant to sleep the whole weekend away. But somehow I got woken up, and I just don't feel like poping another sleeping pill... So here I am, snacking, blogging and wasting my time surfing the internet for nothing interesting. Still, a weekend just by myself is almost like world peace already.
Well, apart from not studying when I should, I guess I didn't totally slack my time away. At least I did clear out a drawer's space from my cabinet for my dresses. Realise I do have quite a lot of clothes. I still have at least 5 new dresses, a couple more new tops. Yet it seems to me that I am always lacking the appropriate wear for any occasion.
Maybe I need more creativity in pairing my outfits, reinventing my old clothes, instead of buying more and more new clothes. But what's more urgent now is to trim of the layers of fats wrapping my unfortunate body. It doesn't help that my dad is trying his best to tempt me into having supper with hime now. With these extra baggages, even the nicest clothes will look horrible on me.
I wish I can just go for liposuction, or for a cheaper alternative, take a pair of sissor and cut off the extras on my thighs, butt, upper arms and waist. Losing wieght at the right spots is so difficult. I am seriously considering to go Marine France Bodyline for that squeeze in between the cars fat-free body frame... What's stopping me is really the thought of those killer-bills that comes with it. Maybe I can consider falling into the traps of slimming pills again, which I am well aware that it won't work on me.
What's left, are only the traditional ways of stop snacking, cut down my food intake and exercise. I don't understand how can something that seems so simple be so difficult. Snacking may be a real issue, I think. But I got to say I really hate eating rice, starch, breakfast, proper full meals and such... So I guess they sort of balance out... Yet recently I find myself eating more and more of those stuff. Is it little wonder why I am gaining back the weight I've just recently lost?
Goal for 2007? Lose weight and maintain it.
P/S: Before anyone starts nagging, I have my reasons for not taking full meals.