Been feeling so bloody moody lately. I'm even irritated by mere sight of my hair. The length and the colour just isn't right and I hate it. =(
I guess it has got something to do with the start of the new academic semester and the horribly packed timetable that comes with it. The questions marks that are jumping all over my head every lecture i sit in, is just making it worse.
I want to HOLLLLEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm making quite alot of mistakes in work. I would hear instructions and forget them the second I step back to my seat. Totally unforgivable. Seriously think I am just empty-headed. Unqualified for a bimbo, yet certainly brainless.
I guess its the mad rush everyday. I'm so tired that I'm finding it so hard to concentrate at work. I end up churning out quantity instead of quality everyday, which totally doesn't helps in clearing the load when the rejected work just keep coming back. My pending work has already overflowed my SIX-TIER IN-tray. Yes, SIX-TIER (when most of my colleagues only have Two)! Can you believe it!
Just waiting for the day that I am so over-pushed my limits, I'd just call it quits. I don't know when is that going to happen, but my guess is, it wouldn't be far. I really love my job, but the working hours is just driving me nuts.
Super longing for a getaway now. Taipei!! Or at the very least, just let me go back "home" to Hong Kong for a week. But hell, I've got to save my leave for the exams!!!!!! FISH. Feel so impulsed to just go ahead to book and pay for the tickets now! Heck care if I can make the trip or not. I just want something happy to look forward to.