School has started. I'm so tired out from the rush from work to school everyday, that I slept the whole day through today. Had no energy to even dress up and travel out to see that fireworks that I'm been anticipating the whole week. No energy to go out and have fun on the Public Holiday that I've been waiting for.
I've been literally running out of my office at 6:30 sharp every lecture day. I can really feel my muscles toning up from the mad rush already. I kind of feel guilty about leaving on the dot & not being able to concntrate at work these days, but being later than I already am for lectures is really no joke when I've got 3 killer modules this sem. But the guilt, argh... I hate it.
I seems to forget that study is still my priority sometimes and that I should not hesitate to give up anything that threatens my path to getting my degree. But yet, I know I'm not willing to give working up even if it does hinder my studies.
If others can, I don't see why not me... I hope this determination last long enough.
