I've lost count of the numbers of days I've slept...... Feeling giddy from all that sleep already =(
Mom has banned me from food effective as of today. The only thing that I have been doing when I am occasionally awake is stuffing my face with food. The first thing I say to my mom after every nap has been, "Mom, I'm hungry... Anything to eat?". She says I'm getting far too FAT, so BANNED, not even fishballs are allowed.
!@#$% No food? Hello? Then what am I suppose to do???!!! Kaoz! Someone please report her for CHILD ABUSE!!!
I've really got no hobbies besides that, other than Zzzzz... Which is exactly what my mom has been making me do these few days. I'm like getting an overdose of Zzz already!!! Everytime I wake up from a nap, she nags me back to my bed again. According to her, I'm supposed to sleep until my dark undereye circles are gone... But excuse me, I was born with them!! I don't think I am ever going to just sleep them away, not unless I go under the knife.
Don't know what has got into me nowadays too, but I've become too lazy for shopping recently. So... I really don't know what else I can do in my waking hours other than yawning and trying to fill my ever hungry stomach.
Am thinking if I should look for a job again? I really can't stand having nothing to do. But parents doesn't want me to work at the moment. They feel I've been pushing myself beyond my limits between coping with both work and studies this semester. Frankly I have my serious concerns over that too. This has been the most tiring semester by far, the horrible daily travelling almost killed me. Worse was the constant worrying and helpless feeling of not being able to commit enough.
I am not so confident I can do it again.
I guess I'm not even half a superhero girl. Far from it.
