PuRrPawS FoOtsTepS...

2008-11-02T12:14:00.004+08:00

2008-11-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

This is how a normal conversation between us sounds like....

Stupid Uncle.
Stupid Xiong.
=P
Siao Kia.
=(
(~_~lll

2008-10-11T16:26:00.002+08:00

Tell me how to abandon stupidity??

With the course work getting tougher, concepts getting beyond my level, I really feel my tiny brain capacity has been totally maxed out.

Sorry, I'm just too stupid for anything. I am just not cut out for chem. engineering. Stupid stupid STUPID.

Can someone just kill me, so I can end this utter misery?
No, wait.... My life is way too precious. Someone please set fire to the university instead. I really can't do this anymore. =(

I think I can be much happier without this.

2008-10-04T23:45:00.005+08:00

With so much friends around me getting married, I thought I had gradually come into more "friendly" terms with the word "marriage". I started joining in conversations about weddings, and I have somehow have developed some sort of interest in looking at others' wedding portraits and videos.

Not that I'm now desperate to get wedded, its just I'm less anti-marriage compared to before. Well, I guess what must come will come, somday, somehow. Afterall, we are of age.

But when someone casually mentioned about balloting for a flat today, I realised how unprepared I still am. I literally PANICKED. =(

All the mathematics just started running in my head. Its not just about money, its about time as well. There's still so much things that I want to do. The whole idea of having more commitments is just crushing, I don't think I can cope with that. It sounds crude but I'm not ready to sacrifice any of my dreams for this, neither is it fair for my partner to do so.

People always tell me that we should just take the first step and the rest would fall in naturally. I guess I'm just not the kind of person who can go into a situation this major, without doing her mathematics and detailed planning. I will flipped out! I am just not that romance-crazed.

I don't know how many times I've said this, but any guy who is willing to propose to me really got to have his proposal in writing ready, with all the minor details and clauses stated. I know reality is never like an ideal case on paper but I really need to "see" what I'm putting myself through and what the future might hold, in order put my commitment in.

I mean, you go to the market, you pick up an apple and you pinch on it, you are convinced that you have gotten the best apple, but you'll never know if there's a worm beneath that rosy red until you have taken your bite into it. And that's really too late. Life is not a gamble, its a trillion times more unpredictable that than apple-shopping, and there's only one chance in life. You can't blame me for being paranoid with my happiness at stake.

What the heck....

2008-09-27T00:24:00.011+08:00

Maybe childishness is a disease that some people would never recover from.

Some issues that I thought should have been long over, and a certain person whom I've decided that avoidance was best approach to deal with, apparently have never grown up and get over things. *Shudders*

I hate it that she has to make her 3rd grand appearance in my blog, but it appears that she wants that attention from me. After all, I was just minding my own business when she totally disrupted the peace that I have so painstakingly been trying to balance...

I may look vulnerable, but that is only because I'm being nice. Push me over the edge, I will retaliate. And when I do, don't regret it.

She wants attention? I'll give her attention.
She wants publicity? Good. I can give her that too. =)

Don't know who I'm talking about? Well.... Read this and this. Maybe a picture of her helps too:

It wasn't enough that she totally took for granted my dearie as her personal chauffeur. It wasn't enough that she boradcasted to everybody that she is no longer in our group because we were "irresponsible" in our work, when we were the one who actually wanted her out of the group 'cos she was the irresponsible liar, who totally did not contribute to any of our work at all. It also wasn't enough that she told everyone that my boyfriend scolded her, when she was the one who shouted at him and scolded vulgarities.

And now she's taking my silence for granted too.

Today, Bestie and I were just relaxing in Coffee Bean after our dinner, when she walked in with her group of friends and sat down at a table across the hall in front of us. Then in our full view, she started pointing at me to her friends. It was obvious what was the content of her conversation to them, when her friends kept turning over to look at me and made demeaning faces.

Apparently what I thought was the best approach to face her, was crap in her head. "Avoidance" certainly don't work for her. She badly needs attention from me and yes, she sure got ours. For the rest of the evening, she and her group keep stealing long glances of us. I did not hear what they said, and I shall not make guesses. But from their body language, it wasn't difficult to know what kind of discussion was made about me. Frankly, anyone in my shoes wouldn't have felt comfortable. Even Bestie got very irritated by them.

We just wanted to enjoy the evening, I don't understand why did she have to do all that. I would have pretended not to know her, as always, when she walked into the cafe. Wasn't avoidance better than conflict? Apparently she just wasn't mature enough to understand.

I really don't know what exactly is her issue with me? Why did she had to go out of the the way to make lies and create so much controversy against me? Jealousy, perhaps? What is it about me that deserves so much attention from her? I don't happen to think that much of myself, frankly... But I guess I really wouldn't know what runs through people's insanity sometimes...

But the weird thing is, she has never express her strange enmity against me in the presence of our class members. I would DARE her to behave that way against me in the class. But well, she wouldn't. She has her "innocent" image to keep up with if she wants people to continue believing her countless lies about others bullying her and such. How fake can people get sometimes? Such a two-faced bitch. I mean, if you dislike me, show it. I would too, and this entry is just a perfect demonstration of it.

I may not be a person of perfect calibre, but I would certainly not stoop to her level, and I certainly do not use underhand methods against anyone. I pride myself for that. Afterall, acting, lies and hypocrisy are difficult to keep up with. If you aren't the person you pretend to be, everyone can see through you eventually, and pretending only makes the scene uglier. Girl, if these have worked... Why would everyone avoid you like plague nowadays? Someone should start teaching her that.

I hope this entry had fufilled her thirst for the attention that she was so desperately looking for.

More WAR? I'm not interested. Anyway, there has never been a mutual war. She gets her kick out of barking at others and playing her politics, even when people don't response. DUH. Crazy bitch.

2008-09-09T22:09:00.005+08:00

Uncle had to "serve the country" this two weeks, so he couldn't make it to class today
--- which, translates to me having to drag my tired ass to take the public transport home after class.

This is what happens when you date Singaporean guys. Nation duties. SIGH.

Anyway, lecture got waaaayyyyyy..... too BORING and DRY. So one of my dearies started drawing symbolic figures of her boyfriend all over her paper... She does that whenever she misses him.

I looked at her, then flip over my paper and drew a big CAR. On an elaborated second thought, I added a little stick-figure of Uncle beside the CAR.

Then I turned to my dearie and said "I miss Uncle..... *pregnanted pause* ......car"
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What can I say? I'm extremely HONEST. =P

2008-09-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

I am the bag-SLAVE,

Who brings a tiny umbrella to shelter NOT me,

but MY BAG on rainy days.

I am the bag-SLAVE, whom for that reason, hates rainy days.

2008-09-02T20:47:00.005+08:00

Gimme a reason to LIVE.

Sometimes, it feels as though my entire life revolves around shopping...
Its like a daily necessity...
And it is almost like the oxygen I breathe.

Seriously, if I've got any talent to be celebrated, shopping and scoring bargains must be the only talent I've got, and I'm damn good at it.

Saying this kinda makes me feel materialistic, almost superfacial... But boy, you wouldn't understand what shopping can do to me. Happiness can be multiplied millions times with each blinky "medal" won away from the shopping malls... Unhappiness can be easily washed away with just a few clicks on eBay or any online stores, followed by a few transactions via Paypal.

I don't know how many times I've said this... But not buying anything for more than 2 weeks is more than enough to simply drive me nuts. The DEPRESSION is for REAL, I swear. Uncle has "suffered" my blues and I think he would be glad to testify.

So, just over the last month or so. I bought (mostly online), like:

- 4 pairs of Charles & Keith Heels,
- 3 pairs of Forever 21 Heels,
- 3 Forever 21 Dresses,
- 1 Topshop Dress,
- 1 Primark Dress,
- 1 H&M Dress,
- 1 BYSI Dress,
- 1 no-brand Cardigan,
- 1 H&M Cardigan,
- 1 Miss Sixty Skinny Jeans,
- 1 Topshop Denim shorts,
- 1 H&M Denim shorts,
- 1 Forever 21 Shorts,
- 5 Forever 21 Tops,
- 3 Topshop Tops,
- 2 Dorothy Perkins Tops,
- 1 Miss Selfridge Top,
- 1 Aldo Clutch,
- 1 H&M Handbag,
- Undergarment(s) un-accounted
- Accessories(s) un-accounted

No prize for guessing my shopping bill last month.

And the hunt is still on for MMOORRRREEEEEEE...................

I swear I had every reason to buy all those items that I settled my eyes on. And I must stress that each of them were real BARGAINS!!! (Well, even though shipping kills)

Even so..... I wonder why is it so scary to see such a long list up there??

Yes, I know I have gone overboard, when I start grounding mom at home to receive my online "trophies". And probably even more, when the delivery guy from VPOST actually recognizes my mom on the streets.

Opps.

2008-08-31T12:53:00.004+08:00

I have not log into Blogger.com for nearly a month, and the first thing I see in the site was Blogger asking me to verify my email address... What, you mean after 2 years of blogging in this site, my email address was not verified? Funnie.

Anyways, life is busy and work's been OK... Well, if not for a certain irritation this week, things would have been GREAT.

I hate to say this but threats don't work on me, bitch. As much as I would love not to leave my resume empty for yet another 2 years, but NO, I don't really care if I got a job or NOT. I'm not depending on this for my livelihood, so I see no need endure the kinda SHIT my colleagues had endured from you. Push me too hard, I'll just expose your deeds and pull you down where you belong (Well, for the record, she's already infamous everywhere else).

I can say BYE, but you can't. Simple.

Ok, 'nuff said about work.

I'm still owing a picture entry on KAra's wedding updates. Gee... Ok shall be up soon. Keke.

Meanwhile, ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-02T19:07:00.004+08:00

An afternoon of Stefanie Sun's songs in my ears, and watching the sunset in a distance...

I love afternoons like this.

What's missing is a cup of fuzzy hot chocolate to warm me up.

2008-07-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

麥兜菠蘿油王子

Valerie's First Child

2008-07-27T16:38:00.005+08:00

It feels like such a luxury to be able to sit back and blog away at my own place on a Sunday afternoon. Weekends are meant to relax.

I've quite a number of picture updates to do, but I guess I'll just take my time and start off with just one first --- Valerie's Newborn Queenie Ang =)

Its funny to recall the silly topics we used to spend afternoons on, while chilling out at someone's place. One such topic was how Valerie would look like when she got preggie. She is so petite! The image of her with a humongous belly was just too much for us to take, we thought that must be quite a scary sight to watch. Haha.

Who would have thought then, that she was the first one among us to get married, and also the first to give birth too. Talk about good genes too... She seems to have gained ZERO weight with her pregnancy. Argh. Money saved from Marie France Bodyline... I'm totally envious.

Anyways.... Photos =)

Pardon my half-dead face.... Thats what TIRED looks like after work.

Don't ask me why am I holding my mobile this way... I don't really know why too (~_~lll

2008-07-18T17:34:00.002+08:00

A certain infamous BITCH-from-Hell really made my headlines today… Opps, am I sorry… Ok, Fine... I’m NOT at all apologetic for my choice of word. She totally deserved the "B"-word and that "H" that follows right after, and guess what? I can totally top that up with another "F".

If there's anything that I should feel sorry about, well, I’m sorry that she’s so good at being such a Queen-Bitch, and I do feel sorry for her child, her husband, her parents, and her entire clan and friends added together too.

Well, you see how much she've pissed me over with her constant nagging and demeaning words. I wonder who look stupider, when common sense questions are replayed over and over again like a broken record. People hardly deem me stupid, so it must be her.

Boy, I truly did enjoyed swearing at her entire clan over and over again. I can only say if Satan is real, her irking total disrespect for people must have granted her convocation as the cream-of-the-crop from his teachings. Oh yah, now it all makes sense where she got her oh-so-fantastic educational record from.

Maybe she’s starved of human affection… Poor pathetic ugly bitch. Maybe I can lend her my loving boyfriend. But wait… I guess as generous and gracious my boyfriend may be, he probably wouldn’t even want her. And again, I really feel sorry for her husband. Poor hen-pecked shrinked-balls.

My friend is right. What you relied on to bring yourself up today, will be what pulls you down tomorrow. If someday she needs help, nobody will bother to go to her. Nah, we wouldn't be so mean to laugh outright at her face then, we'll just hide somewhere, pour a champagne or two and secretly chuckle "Or-Bi-Good".

2008-07-16T14:49:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging.... AGAIN.

Been too busy with the Financial Accounting Paper last week and other things as well. "Busy" would mean I do not have the time for my usual daydreams and narcissism. So naturally, I have either nothing interesting to blog about, or I did not have the time to pen down my thoughts before they drift away from my peanut brain. I have gold fish memory, remember?

This post is gonna be really random again... This is what always happen when I’m absence from my blog for too long. Too many thoughts strays in but nothing makes sense…

Oh well, I’m blabbering…

Anyway, the paper was surprisingly Ok. Its one of the rare papers in my 2 years of uni-studies, that I actually managed to finish answering all the questions. A bad sign if you ask me -- others would definitely be able to achieve more –- but I think I should be able to make a PASS. Just hoping no idiots screw up the marking curve by scoring full marks or anywhere close to that again.

Attended Kara’s wedding last Saturday. A pity it clashed with my morning paper, so I could make it for the dinner event. The couple’s solemnization ceremony was CUTE and touching! I saw tears in some of the audience’s eyes. The gal had put in so much efforts and time planning and preparing for this day. I guess the amount of work probably isn’t something that I would put myself through on my own big day. Still, I do think the efforts and the details were really remarkable, most importantly, everything was totally worth it eventually.

I shall update more on her wedding when she uploads the pictures.

Ok, this is a little outdated… But did you read about the Xiaxue and Dawn Yang drama again? Frankly, it kinda bored me.* Rolls eyes* Part of me wonders if they had planned the whole hullabaloo for blog traffic.

The “Or-I-shall-sue-you” thingy is just so-Singaporean. All talk and nothing happens. Even the local kindergarten kids have made a habit outta this statement. It just feels like elementary-school catty-girls-fight minus the physical blows. Very immature and petty. WWE is probably better to watch.

2008-06-29T12:24:00.002+08:00

I LOVE RIDES!!

But I think Uncle secretly hates it with the increasing petrol costs...

(OK, mayb he ain't so secretive about that.)

And I'm guessing he's going to ban giving me rides very soon... =(

Anyway, some nonsensical rants again....

Can anyone tell me why are we paying extra moolahs to pack away food from a foodcourt?

I mean, food prices sold in foodcourts are already more expensive than the normal coffeeshops and hawkers. And I can totally understand why.

Not that the food is any nicer, it never is. But they argue that you are paying for the air-conditioning, and probably a cleaner environment. (Even when these are practically non-existence sometimes). Comfort always cost money. So you have to pay the extra.

When you pack away food from a coffeeshop, they make you pay for the extra cost they incurred for the containers they use to pack your food in. Fair enough.

When you pack away food from foodcourt, they charge you the extras for the same reasons too. That is of course fair and justifiable too.

But then, how about the "cleaner environment" and "air-conditioning" charges? Are you even using any bit of them when you do take-aways from foodcourts?

Absolutely NO!

Then how come they don't remove those components from the total bill???

Yah, maybe I should just get a life, stop going to foodcourts and stop complaining so much, ya? =P

2008-06-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

Feeling Freaking FAT.

Feels as though my tummy wobbles with every step I make.

NO, I'm not only "feeling" it.

The jelly'O bulk embracing my waist (if I still have any) does literally "dance" in rhythm to my movements.

WTFH.

Yah, I know... Having disappeared from the blog for more than two weeks, and then re-appear with another one of my FAT entries is not the most ideal. SHIT.

2008-06-06T23:06:00.006+08:00

Been thinking hard about what to blog...
There's absolutely nothing, NOTHING for me to blog about.

Oh I did nearly gave myself a heart attack reading this month's credit card bill... I supposed I might have shopped ~~alot~~ too much. But the scariest part is... I really have no idea what I've spent on... The descriptions on the bill couldn't make me recall. (~_~lll

Gee... The more bewildered thing is, I have NOT even started shopping in the GSS!!
Where the hell did all the money go to?? Sigh.

And Uncle is now complaining about the ridiculously high C.C bill he has incurred over the last month, buying tibits for me. I don't know whether I should feel sorry for him. =P

2008-05-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to blog about lately...

Hmm......

Uncle has been buying me lotsa tibits these days...

I think he's bribing me to be good. =P

"I'll buy you tibits ok, you be guai guai."

"You go sleep early, I'll buy you tibits."

I had a minor MISSY-fit and he goes "Ok lah, I buy you tibits." again...

Ehh.......... (~_~lll

Am I really such a huge GLUTTON in his eyes??

Well, never mind... As long as I get my munchies =D

Anyways... Exams Results Releasing tomorrow!!!

OMG. =X

I think I've found the best strategy to face it....

RUN AWAY!!!!

Yes, I'm such a coward. Sigh.

CHINA EARTHQUAKE

2008-05-18T20:54:00.006+08:00

Have you given a thought about the victims from the earthquake in China?

If you have not, I urge you to at least read through this entry and think about it now.

Yah sure, we are living in Singapore. You may think nothing's hit us, why bother?

But as far as the struggling lives out there are concerned,
We are all humans of the same race, people of the same country

I hope you'll take some time to view some of the heartwrenching videos below.

If you have teared through them as my family did...
And am asking yourself if there's anything you can help them...

ONE

You can make a donation via your bank or AXS stations to Singapore Red Cross.

Every cent will help these victims pull through this ordeal and rebuild their homes.

http://www.redcross.org.sg/chinaearthquake_src.htm

TWO

Add a Rainbow Symbol in front of your MSN nick.
http://info.msn.com.cn/caihong/rainbow.html

Like this....

Because for every user who does that, MSN is going to donate 20cents RMB to help the kids affected by the earthquake.

It will just take you 5 seconds of your time... But any help would mean a tremendous lot to kids at the receiving end.

THREE

Pray for the best for all the victims affected.

Pray for the deceased to rest in peace.

Pray for the survivors to be able to rebuild their lives.

Pray for the safety of all the rescuers out there who are doing everything possible to save every life they can.

I really wish there are something more that we can do for them now...

2008-05-17T01:15:00.044+08:00

Extremely IMAGE HEAVY!

37 pictures in this posting....

Which is like just the tip of the iceburg...

This is what happens when you put 3 narcissistic girls together for a day.

Sorry if your computer crashed....

Well, you have been warned.... =)

Went for a short chalet-stay at Pasir Ris Park on Wednesday...
It was just a very simple girls' outing to celebrate Kara's upcoming wedding!

It was really FUN!! I can't remember when was the last time that I went for a chalet... Well, girls as lazy as me don't go for chalet-stays that often... We usually do shopping and coffee sessions, which by my standards are quite strenuous exercise already. =X

Anyway, the excitment was almost dampened when we rushed out to Escape's doorsteps and realised that the Theme Park do not open on weekdays!!! Bestie was so looking forward to it, and the irony was our chalet package actually came with 2 complimentary theme park tickets. In her own words.... This is so WRONG!! Whether its some cost cutting measure or what , this whole thing is just totally LAME. =(

So we went cycling instead.

It didn't take me long to realise I don't have a single active muscle in me.
Just 15 minutes on the bicycle, I was already having muscle aches and gasping for breath.

Of course we had to take a breather and stop for photos... =)

Which quickly became a display of narcissism overdose...

And MORE.... =X

The excitment never ends....... We were simply obsessed with ourselves (~_~lll

We even remembered to QC our pics wor.... =p

And when we ran out of poses...
We started snapping at everything else in sight.

..............first was fingers

.............then legs

..........couldn't miss out our Crowns of glory

That's when Bestie decides she is "artistically talented"

And she thinks "Black-and-White is oooh-sooo-Artistic. =X

When you have very willing parties...
and a Meteor Garden Fan who still thinks she is very "artistic"...

You get two very sorry-looking idiots inviting laughs in a park. =(

But Bestie was not discouraged...

She became convinced that this picture is going to win some photographic prize

Erm.......

Well, more practise wouldn't hurt....

Guess she finally got over it with the faces we were making... =p

So off for our buffet dinner!!! =D

Nope, I really wasn't greedy....
You mean it totally shows?

Then back to our room for more narcissism.
That's what old lazy girls do to burn off calories... Not excerise.

Bestie helped us fix on my first falsies!!

No, I really really wasn't being skeptical of her skills...

The aftermath....

They looked so pretty and dolly on the girls....

But why do they make me look like an ah-gua? =(

Argh....
I just shall stick to mascara =(

Tada, the ordeal of 37-pics!!
Maybe you just lost your lunch...
But well, at least I did not make you go blind with more...
I'm considerate! =D

Love you, girls!!!

2008-05-11T03:20:00.004+08:00

Took this silly IQ test...

I think its not as comprehensive as the other ones I took when I was younger... but the score card remains the same -- 132. Which means, I don't grow smarter with age. That sounds depressing =(

And what Regional Genius crap? I think 132 is really low locally... Thats probably just an average score at most. Anyone who really knows me would know how to classify a DUMBO like me. And I bet any random person can make a better score than I did. Think my sis is a 140+, at least??

Well, I guess the over-celebrated "title" kinda tries to make people feel better. Ooohhh.....

But no, I'm actually feeling really depressed about it now. =(

2008-05-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

She's been missing....

The draggy EXANS are FINALLY OVER....
It was really BAAADDDDDD.
I like to think I'm an optimist sometimes, so NO... I don't wanna talk about it. =)

So... Alot of retail and food therapies had been done, and I'm kinda dreading next month's C.C bill and that weight machine under my bed.

Oh no.

Anyway, below is an entry I wrote a little while ago, when I realised the huge differences between how my friends viewed me and what I really think I am. But I did not post it up back then, 'cos it felt alittle "personal". *Does this lunatic who owns a blog knows what she's saying?*

My life is just so full of self contradictions sometimes. Sigh.

Ok, now back to bed... Enjoy getting to know me. =)

TEN THINGS THAT YOU PROBABLY DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT ME....
(Well, you probably shouldn't either... Bleh.)

ONE.
I am more of a man-in-thinking than your typical girl is. I grew up thinking I was a male, until I realised during my pre-schools that a certain lenght was missing. But no, that doesn't converts me a butch.

TWO.
If I have my way, I would have been a female chauvinist pig. Guys will do the dishes and look after the kids. I will come home from work and swear at them for the bland meals.

THREE.
I swear a lot... Most of the time silently. But if you irritate me bad enough, some will be loud enough to make the nuisance go away. In fact, I'm getting so liberal with it that I'm soon surpassing my "bad influence", and that earns me a painful pinch on the cheeks everytime he hears me. =(

FOUR.
I absolutely HATE being touched by strangers, males or females alike. And guys, knowing you for one day doesn't make you my friend, it will only make you a friendly stranger and that doesn't qualifies to putting your hands over my shoulder, around my waist, or anywhere else that it shouldn't be, except on yourself. Any pervert who tries to be funny with me on the trains will either end up very embarrassed or in pain.

FIVE.
I am a racist. The good news is, I wasn't born one. 18 months of torture from a particular uncultured race in my twenties had converted me for good. And for the same reasons, I shall also detest Only-Slightly-Successful-Singapore-Middle-Aged-Yayapapaya-Idiots, Rude-Hongkong-Young-Males, certain Stupid-Americans and Lunatic Australians. Tsk Tsk.

SIX.
I wonder why everyone thinks I'm "soft", "gentle" or "ladylike". I am not as gentle or soft as you think I am. In fact, I am NOT gentle AT ALL!! I will break your bones and swear at you if you even dare try me. But I generally have good tolerance for good entertainment from childish temperamental ugly brats.

SEVEN.
I am NOT a small eater. I detest my daily carbos and sometimes dislike meat. But I do snack like there's no tomorrow, and chocolates are my staple. Boy, you should have seen me eat.

EIGHT.
Here's the major misconception about me that I've heard most about. Yes, I do love shopping but I am NOT spendthrift, NOR high maintenance. I've never had any facials, manicures nor pedicures. I do my own nails when I'm not lazy, I pluck my own brows, squeeze my own blackheads, and I do not own more than a Bio-Essence face moisturizer and a BodyShop clay mask. I do not spend more than SGD40 for a dress, or SGD25 for a top. Any branded item you see on me would likely be a gift.

NINE.
I love being alone. I probably look sociable but I really am not. It is damn irritating when people expects me to socialize. I'm also very skeptical of marriage. My life goal does not include being a housewife, and I do not crave for a dramatic wedding. I actually hates being in the centre of attention any time, and I do try my best to avoid being in one. *Shuns*

TEN.
I learnt ballet for 4 years and piano for 8 years, but know neither of them now. I also hold a HKG status, and yes, I've eaten braised dogs, snakes and love-D chomping down on yummy deep fried squirrels. In fact, in my younger days, while my innocent peers were going gaga over "AWWW SO CUTE... " squirrel sightings, I actually secretly had the word FOOD splattered all over my mind when I saw them. *Winks*

2008-04-30T08:51:00.003+08:00

My MSN personal message says:

"i was killed by Heat n Mass Transfer, Reactor System is goin to cremate me, and Numerical Methods will bury me deep underground"

Maybe Numerical Methods will give me a Space Burial...

Well.... You get the picture.

2008-04-27T20:49:00.003+08:00

The exams starts tomorrow!!!

Ok, I'm only half done with my revision, but not that nervous this time round...
Cos, its AN OPEN-BOOK paper!! =D

Leaving all to fate... bleh....

Anyway, its kinda CUTE how everyone in the family bought me tons of snacks.

So did Bro-in-Law and UNCLE....

AWWWWwwwwwwwww......................

I am such a infamous GLUTTON.

(~_~lll

2008-04-20T01:09:00.003+08:00

RESiSTiNG.........

thE eViL TEMPTaTiONsssssssss

oF tHE

INTERNET!!!!!!

Exams..... Sigh.

Random.......

2008-04-14T22:17:00.008+08:00

Thought I would to do a long entry....

But there's a quiz tomorrow and I have not even started studying for it!!! What have I been doing?? Beats me, really. If UNCLE knows that I'm blogging instead of studying now, I think he's just gonna nag till my ears drop. =(

So this is going to be a very random post. Starting off.....

I LOVE MY NEW PHONE!!! Muahz....!!

Met up my batchies today, love them!!!

A pity none of the pictures turned out well.... Sigh.

Had dinner at Ajisen with my Dearies over the weekend... =)

I love XY's smile...

Having Ajisen with her always turn out to be a O_O experience....

She will go.... "Volcano Ramen without all the vege, please"

Then she'll distribute all the meat that arrives in that already-pathetic bowl.

OMG... What's left the bowl???

Just the noodles, the chilli paste and half an hard-boiled egg....

And she doesn't even finishes them.... (See pic)

To her future hubby.... Its really easy to feed her, just get yearly supplies of CHILLI.

Here's my leftovers...

I wonder why everyone calls me a small eater.... I'm NOT A SMALL EATER!!!!

I just don't really like carbo.... and meat. =P

Oh, my other dearie....

Said I'll show you how she eats....

She eats like she has an ENMITY with food!

HAHAHA.....

Alright, I was pissing her off taking pictures while she eats...

You wouldn't believe how much a pettie girl like her eats!!!

And we can't find an extra inch of fats in her!!! Food just doesn't grow on her. How lucky.

And she was still at it when both XY-dearie and me had raised the white flag with a bulging tummy (me)

Life is so UNFAIR.... Some of us grow FAT just by breathing in air... =(

Sigh.

2008-04-13T02:46:00.004+08:00

No updates......

Are you bored??

Yah... I am..... =(

But tomorrow shall be different!!!

I shall show you how my dearies eats!!! Wahahahaha!!!!!

(Ok this is kinda BORRIINNGGGG..... But its just for memories sake =])

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Another bit of irrelevance here....

Well, I just read through my recent entry on the things that I hate, and suddenly recall an incident way back in high school days that says why I couldn't emphasize enough on how irritated I am with petty and over-sensitive girls... :O(

I was a very late developer physically, during my teens... So that monthly irritation did not start until extremely late for me, as compared to my peers.

You know how girls love to have their little girls-talk about all these kind of stuff. =X So very soon, during one of these sessions, the "when" question was posted forward to me. And as soon as I answered it, one of the girls in the group started crying really really HARD.

She was weeping away because.................

...............apparently, her little "development" was even more delayed than mine, which made her the last in the group to be so-called "developed". By answering the question of "when", that to her "implies" that I was mocking at her UN-development.... o_O

Imagine my bewilderment as she was finger-pointing at me!!

What the hell???? Till date, I am still utterly horrified that there are actually girls who cry over these sort of things!! Siao leh!! (~_~lll

Boy, I seriously hopes she doesn't read my blog, or I might just be getting a lawyer's letter tomorrow... =P

2008-04-08T15:25:00.007+08:00

Love this video!!
Urber CUTE!! Awww.........

Anyway, the song's by Marie Digby --- Stupid for you....
Fell in love with this song the first time I heard it!!!

And guess what?
Her album is out!!! Yippee!!!

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Anyway....

My Bro-in-Law PROPOSED to my sis this morning at PARIS EFFIEL TOWER!!!!

omg.

That's ROMANTIC to the MAX already!!!

My sis is one lucky girl!!

Frankly, I've never been to any place that's nearly as romantic as Paris.... *Dreamy..*

And the size of her rock is twice that of that diamond on my mum's engagement ring!!!

I messaged SOMEONE about it.

And after a very pregnanted pause, SOMEONE's reply came... "Not interested."

Fine, I shall go find SOMEONE ELSE who is interested. Hmmp!

Bleh.

Numb...

2008-04-04T04:25:00.003+08:00

It feels like I've lost the ability to think.

My life gets more and more superficial nowadays. I hardly think, and I don't bother to. I've stop wondering what the road ahead lies anymore and I lost track of how long I've been root to the spot.

If life were to stop this second, it almost feels like I don't have any more unfulfilled dreams to hang on to. Days come and go, but what did they mean... I don't really know.

There's nothing I'm really happy with here, but there's nothing that I can be bothered to change either.

I wonder if I'm just resigning to accept life and people for what they seems to be. Or rather, perhaps I've just stopped pinning hope for change. I've become so numb and expressionless towards everything that scares me sometimes. And I am annoyed with it. Anger is just secretly accumulating by the minute, waiting for a chance to explode.

There's nothing more that I want now than to be ALONE, not having to explain myself for just one day. Such a simple feat it seems, but you have no idea how impossible it is to accomplish.

2008-04-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW COACH BAG!!

Yay!!

2008-04-01T23:22:00.007+08:00

Sent my lappie for repair today...

That's S$85.60 gone even before the diagnosis starts. More moo-lahs will be rolling down the drain once the technician decides what to do with my poor lappie...

Sigh, my bank account seems very prone to blood-spitting lately. Just praying hard that the lappie can be repaired without reformatting the whole system --- I have not back-up some of my stuff yet... *SOB*

Was considering to get a new lappie instead of getting a repair, but I realised how attached I've grown to this lappie. Its really weird for a human to feel attachments to an electronic screen with a keyboard. But it has been there for me everyday, since I started flying. All the hibernating days were spent in the hotel rooms with only it for company...

Frankly, I think my lappie accompanied me through more and gave me more smiles than any boyfriend ever did. I miss my lappie already..... Sigh. *Sob Sob*

Anyway, my pimple has almost healed!! Yay!! :D

There's still a little swelling and the area still looks kinda red and raw, but gosh, its a hell lot of difference from a few days back already!!! That's S$64.50 well-spent. Whew!

Wana see???

Yes, of course that's my pimple piled under heaps of concealers! How can I show the world the raw ugly sight of it? I guess you have to agree that any blemishes that still look this obvious under layers concealers is really bad.... And my smile still look kinda stiff doesn't it?

Am UPSET lah................. My scar-face.

(This is outta topic, but the moment just caught me.........)

I shall sulk........

And pout.............

And mimick my Dearie's Colleague...

(Girl, doesn't this look very familiar??)

HAHAHAHA!!! *Runs and PUKE*

You imagine my disgust looking at like near-hundreds of pics like this yesterday. I lost last week's dinner. Oh, the ones I saw had boobies-flashing too.

OMG. (~_~lll

2008-03-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

My 2.5 years old lappie has officially CRASHED!!!!!!!!!

Damn, this is so FRUSTRATING!!!!!

Its just been 2.5 years, and I spent SGD2888.00 on this thing.

And its a Fujitsu some more! Aren't Fujitsu lappies supposed to last longer???

That's certainly not enough reasons to start rationalizing about buying a new one after just mere 2.5 years.

Anyone knows any reputable lappie repair services around?

Please leave a message on my tag board. Thanks! =)

2008-03-28T06:15:00.006+08:00

After a couple of years of blogging, I'm starting to get real bored.

Everything I blog about is almost the same - Shopping, outings, lotsa rants, myself, shopping, lotsa lotsa rants and myself again, blah blah blah... Not that my blog was ever interesting to start with, but yes, I'm getting boring. I yawn when reading my own blog.

I guess we can't really expect that much of a diversity in a normal person's thoughts. Maybe that's only me. But I feel more or less 'normal' to myself. So yes, a normal uninteresting person's life will only evolve around a few usual routines. And like in TV sense, there will always only be a few channels to tune to. In local terms, it will always MediaCorp, kinda sad but what more can you expect?

Oh my PIMPLE........ It has swelled to a humongous size of 6cm across! The swelling has caused my lips to slant badly and totally crooked my smile (you will only see the left side of my teeth when I smile now). I hope its not permanent nerve damage. *SAD*

Always thought its super SILLY to visit the doctor over a pimple. But I did. I'm totally freaked out already. 6cm-swelling is reasons for ALOT of concerns! Apparently, two very harmless pimples merged and my skin couldn't heal naturally, so tata~ Unstoppable Destruction! I've always said I have ultra poor healing skin. =(

Anyway, I'm resorted to wearing plasters on my face already. And I'm definitely gonna be scared for life I'm already sure. On the bright side, I'm gonna help the cosmetic industry bloom with my new long term dependence on concealers. My midget contribution to the economy, I guess. Sigh.

Ok, now for the really GROSSSSSSSSSS details.... Wahahaha!
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I placed a slight pressure on the swelling with my finger last night. And OMG alot of greenish-yellow pus oozzed out!! I didn't even use any force, it was a really really really slight touch, almost nothing!!

I know it sounds kinda SICK, but it was FUN!!! I spent the next hour trying every direction possible to squeeze the damn thing out. But I guess manufacturing needs time. Eventually I got the whole area bruised but there was no more. =(

Yes, I know "finger-handling" is a huge NO-NO on the face. But removing the pus helps in healing, and I'm really more concerned with that now then with the eventual scarring. As a matter of fact, despite me always going "Tsk Tsk Tsk!" while telling all my friends not to do so, I squeeze all my pimples! Haha!!!

Yes, I pretty much heckcare my skin. Contrary to what everybody else thinks. I guess my girlfriends will be screaming at me if they see my so-called beauty regime. I have NO BEAUTY REGIME, NOTHING...

- I do my make up every single day, but I do not own a make up remover. I skip the step and move to washing.

- I do not own a facial cleanser either.

-I wash my face with what I used to wash the rest of my body with --- Shower Gel.

- I have never been to facials before. I have no idea how they work.

- I don't own a toner.

- I don't own an eye cream.

- I don't own any acne creams, pimple creams or blemish cream, whatever you call those.

- I don't use sunblock.

- I'll use a moisturiser when I remembers - which is not every often and it is certainly forgettable every night.

- What else do everyone puts on their face? I don't really know either...

Looking at all that... I wonder is the latest pimple-tragedy enough reason to make me regret.

Concealers, concealers... Time to stock up!
Well, a pity my birthday isn't anywhere near. If not, my wishlist this year would have been concealers. =P

2008-03-25T22:23:00.003+08:00

I feel at my MEANEST today!!!
I would tear the whole house down if I can.

That huge ugly pimple on my right chin is making me lose control of all sanity!!!! My gum hurts from it, my teeth aches from it, I'm losing sleep over it, a headache is developing, and my lower right cheek and the whole chin are like paralysed with PAIN now. If period cramp is this bad, I would operate away my womb, I swear.

I doubt I've ever got a pimple this bad! I thought the one I've got on my left cheek from the bad air in HKG some 10 years back was like the worst already. Hell, NOOOO!!! You should really see this, its just a small pea-size thing but it had managed to make a full 3cm diameter around it swell up with pain! Nasty!!!

I can just pull off a long string of vulgarities now loh! PAIN is an understatement. AAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, an recent entry below. Boy, it seems like I'm in alot of ANGER lately.
The language sucks but I'm in no mood to do any checking or editing. Well, nobody reads my blog expecting good English anyway.

Bye, I'm off to curse my PAIN.

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I know I’ve written about this before, but I’m gonna write about it again. Blame it on the idiotic males who once again sparked off my frustrations over this.

Guys always talk about the equality of sexes when it comes to sharing the household expenses, the wedding expenses, the housing loans, and the list goes on. But when it comes to the corporate wars, the household authorities and such, hello where did the equality of sexes suddenly disappearred to?

Just because it’s the so-called norm nowadays, it doesn’t mean that it is right. Just because there are very obliging females, it doesn’t mean that you can shamelessly take the rest for granted! And just because your girlfriend or wives are kind and considerate enough to share your financial burdens, it doesn’t mean we owe you any responsibilities to do so!

My point remains.

Many guys get mistaken here. Signing the marriage certificate only bonds you in recognition as a married couple in the eyes of the law. It does not imply that your wife has been sold to you, nor does she become your property. And it is certainly not a door pass to start short-changing her happiness thereafter.

Heard about the bastard whom not only beat up his wife in front of his in-laws, saw no responsibilities whatsoever to bring bread home to his wife and family, and still demands money from his wife’s hard earn bonus to upgrade his car! The Shameless even have the audacity to protest that “But you are already married to me!” when the wife refused.

Surprise, surprise, such was the act of a college educator I know. Boy, it must be a disgust to share a bed with an asshole like this. Hello? She’s only married to you, not sold to you! But OMG, two children??!! I guess the woman isn’t that clever either.

See, if you expect a woman to get married to cook your meals, slog her ass off at work to earn pennies to split the household bills, the grocery expenses and the housing installments, get fucked and bear children that don’t even carry her surname, then spend weekends at home cleaning after your mess, with no allowance expected and no questions asked, you must be one fucking idiotic pea-brained egoistic male to even assume so in the first place.

I assure you that every single female on the planet gets married with expectations of a blissful life. Contribute to the household when the man is less capable? Sure, fair enough. But if you are looking for an instant slave here, come on, which girl wants to get married that way? Even the Indonesian maid gets an easier job. And she GETS PAID!!!

Of course, there could be girls who find joy in washing diapers and that all, no doubt. If you’ve met someone like that, then congrats you’ve found a SuperGirl whose mentality is still stuck in the 50s. But chances, are, these girls don’t expect to work after marriage. Or either, your ears have simply been deaf to the grudges in them. =)

Local males will argue that “What allowance? Modern couples are about sharing! There's nothing wrong with that mah. Anyway, we do the common practice of emptying our CPF account for the flat’s down-payment first. The girl would only need to contribute her CPF to the monthly housing loans thereafter. We would still have contributed more to housing.”

Oh, so? Don’t make me laugh my ass off! What the big deal? Is your CPF account worth like millions? Wake up, girls! It’s not even like the returns from the sale of the flat goes to the female. They’ll still go entirely back to HIS account!

And, what sharing?? Sharing means splitting the household chores too. Guys, be fair. Come on, admit who does more of the work at home. Not you! Who goes through the pain of labor? Not you neither! I don't even know how you can call that sharing!

And stop using the flat for an excuse! Singapore guys are so unromantically good at that. Even the wedding proposal revolves around the flat.

I can jolly well buy my own flat, empty out my own CPF account and still pay the monthly installment by myself too! Why do we need you? The grocery and household bills are definitely cheaper by myself too. And the best part is, I can feed myself ice-creams and Bailey’s any day I like. Who needs to care a damn about compromising to alien taste-buds? I don't even need to share my bed, nor put up with that awful snoring every night! And even better, I don’t have to share the profits from the sales of my flat too.

So why get married??!!

Again, the male may too protest that we get married so that we can have kids! “Don’t all woman love kids? You need us, don’t you?” Sure, most of us love kids (not me though). Well, we can always hop over to the Sperm Bank for one. One who will eventually bear my last name, that is. =)

On the other hand, can males bear children?? O_o Yah, you weren’t wrong to think that sperm is unique to men. Then let me inform you that cloning doesn’t even need a sperm. =)

Guys, you still don’t get it do you? Your role in this world can almost be obsoleted already. Be the egoistic fool you were, go ahead. But seriously, you are in no position to bargain any more from us, yet don’t intend pay your share for it. You had better start appreciating the saints in females, dude.

Go dutch on marriage? Really… Don’t kid us.

P/S: Any disagreeing males around? Yes, call me a feminist. Or better still, go ahead and brand me a FCP too. But I don’t really care what your puny brain thinks. =)

And i hate.

2008-03-22T10:48:00.007+08:00

I spent a few days thinking about the

Things I HATE.............!

There really isn't that much stuff that I really hate. Erm..... Ok, that could be a lie. Well, here goes:

FOOD I HATE!!!
Yes, as much as a glutton I am, there are food that a glutton wouldn't touch too!

- Carrots!!!
I'll only eat RAW or really MASHY stewed carrots, nothing in between.

- Cai Xin!!!
Yucks! They threaten to choke me every time. I simply can't swallow these things! I'll only eat those from HKG or China which we know as "Cai Xin Hua".

- Watermelon
I kinda like these actually, I just hate them because I'm such a failure in eating them without having their juice dripped all over my face and clothing. Such a embarrassment I'd make. Hence, avoidance at all cost!

- When my mom tries out new dishes....
Need I say more?

PEOPLE I HATE

- Egoistic Males
Yucks, they are like the wrath of the social world. They MUST have the last say in EVERYTHING and must be RIGHT every single time. Come on, when you are WRONG, you are WRONG! I don't care how many times a day you gotta pump your ego to make you feel more like a human, but you are just a dumbwit to me.

- Petty Females
They are just wasting air being so emotional over every single thing on the planet. For god's sake, please spare my ears! I simply cannot understand them. Shame.

Frankly, it is really very very very tiring and a total waste of time having to take care of their oh-so-fragile-glass-feelings that can hit intolerance don't-know-how-many-times a day. If you have to be so sensitive over EVERYTHING, I suggest you'd better lock yourself up at home. If your boyfriend/pet/everythingelse is so goddamn important and so vulnerable, you had better lock them up at home too. 'Cos this is the world, and the world has many things that will piss one off. If you can't live with that, too bad.

- Those who take things for granted
I have pretty much nothing more to say about these group of people, except.... Please avoid me.

- Selfish Idiots...
Who simply refuse to give up their seats for the elderly and the pregnants on the trains or buses! Hello? Are you blind? Or are you bye-ka?? I will stare hard at them until they do. Stupid Cow.

- The Gossipers
I love a juicy gossip every now and then. I am super duper Kay-Po too. So its kinda ironic these people made it to my Hate List. Well if you do want to gossip, please do so with integrity, share the juicy facts but don't stir stories! Difficult?? Then better keep your mouth shut. 'Cos you never know when a little "harmless" story from you today is going cost another's life tomorrow.

- And I shall not discuss more about the racism in me.

Interesting enough, Hypocrites, Liars, Rude People, and that Trivial (office) Politician did not make it to my Hate List. 'Cos these people are everywhere. They are irritating, no doubt. But if I'm to hate them, then I'm about to hate almost the entire world. They are here to stay, and they will be a part of our daily life. So, smile and say hello. =)

EVERYTHING ELSE I HATE

- NAGS NAGS NAGS
Some people simply don't understand that I am fully capable of handling my own life. I appreciate advices, but STOP NAGGING!!!!

- MY NOSE

- MY NOSE

- MY NOSE

- Yes, MY NOSE

P/S : In a rush now, will add more later! =P

Girlfriend by Marie Digby

2008-03-21T13:00:00.004+08:00

This is so what-I'm-feeling nowadays... Sigh. Emo.

You wear, your hair like it's your best accessory

And I don't want to ever have to compete with that

I know, you'd be nothing but excessively sweet (no?)

Cherish me, sing to me, love me

But I can't belong to anybody else right now

Though it is not much of an excuse

I can't belong to anybody else when I've got so much figuring out to do

I don't want to be a girlfriend

I don't want to talk about my feelings yea

I don't wanna be some girlfriend

I don't wanna have to explain what I'm thinking

I go, alone to watch stupid romance movies

And I sit, wishing it was your arms wrapped around me

And I just deny that all I want is a piece of you

but I guess it's true

Don't want to talk on the phone

Don't want attachments,

Don't wanna be your girlfriend..

I just can't belong to anybody else right now

Though it is not much of an excuse

I can't belong to anybody else when I've got so much figuring out to do

I don't wanna be a girlfriend

I don't wanna talk about my feelings yea

I don't wanna be a girlfriend

I don't wanna have to explain what I'm thinking

Is it wrong for me to want you just for a day?

I don't want to be that kind of girl

But I can't help myself

2008-03-17T19:20:00.003+08:00

A starblogger recently had a cbox added to her blog. People started swarming in to voice their opinions about her. Some were polite and supportive but many were just rude. There are even forums set up to critise her!!

I'm neither her fan nor hater. But I'm just finding the whole thing very interesting.

Humans are just funny.

We are always so quick to place judgement on people whom we don't even know that well to start with. Was it even our business? Not like we are so perfect ourselves, and not that anyone even asked for our opinions in the first place.

Really, why does it bother us to comment on another person's life? I mean, if you like my blog and you like my face, you stay. But if you hate me, you can simply just fuck off. Nobody's forcing you to read anything anyway.

All the insults and everything... Gosh, why should anyone be deprived of the basic respect that any other human-being deserves? What good does it make to dig at someone else's privacy? What good does it make to bring someone down? And what good it makes to be a murderer with your words?

Anyone can be a drama-queen, an attention-leech or the bitch-from-hell for all I care, but as long as she does not step on me, why should I be bothered?

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On the same note, I am always very amused by the office-politics-players at places I have worked in.

Does it really make anyone look better because someone else looks bad? Did you seriously think you looked any more angelic when you were bitching about others? Did you think I would have my whole world crashing down just because you said someone said someone said something about me? Why, were you even expecting a reaction from me?

Duh. You think I care?

人的天职

2008-03-12T14:50:00.003+08:00

有人说，

人的天职是结婚生子将生命一代一代的延续。

这也是人生的意义。

如果人生就不过如此。。。

那人与三文鱼有什么不同？ o_O

那功名名誉求来么？

人生快乐与否又有什么意义？

既然这些都不重要。。。

那坐在电脑前的三文鱼您。。。

你还不快把全副资产都给老娘我！！！！ =P

P/S : 我的人生才不是为了生小猪的母猪！

2008-03-11T07:34:00.018+08:00

HELP!!! eBAY's GOT ME!!! (~_~lll

I've spent the entire period since the last entry eBay-ing, sleeping and snacking =( Thought I had better post something up here before my definitely-pathetic-reader-numbers forsake my blog.

My sugar intake has been horrendous, even by my standards!!! eBay is damn unhealthy. But I managed to lose 1.5KG over the last few days from all that sleep. Yeah =) Sleeping always does wonders to my weight!

Latest from MOM :
"I think you better START working. Ever since you stopped working, you've gained so much weight!"

I thought just a few months ago, she exclaimed :
"I think you better STOP working! Ever since you took up a job, you've gained so much weight!"

DUH????!!!
Judging by her words, I just keep growing and growing, so I must be like SUPER FAT now lah! Yah Yah Yah...
Mothers.... Never trust them manz.

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Oh, I suddenly remembered an incident that happened couple of weeks ago (or was it months?), which I still feel absurd about.

I was in town with UNCLE and his friends, and was standing a couple of meters away (I'm allergic to smoke) from them while they had their pre-meal puff, when this mid-twenties DumbAss approached me and asked me to walk along with him (I thought I heard some Japanese from him). I threw him a bewildered look o_O and he asked in accented English, "Are you waiting?". ???? I replied that "No, I'm not waiting for ANYTHING.", to which he gave his apologies, looked truly embarrassed and ran off.

I'm giving him the benefit of doubt that he honestly thought I was waiting for someone and perhaps I fitted the description of his blind date. At least, he did not announced any bad intentions. Honest mistake, that is.

Somehow, this incident reminded me of the many indecent invitations I had received in town over the last 8 years! *ROARS!!!!* Yes, 8 years ago when I was 17, I positively looked like some stupid underdeveloped junior girl from high school. What the hell were they thinking?

And the weirdest part is, I was approached by all these strange weirdos (mainly middle-aged Ang-Mohs) at the heart of our city!! It wasn't even that I looked anything like I was soliciting for "work". I was just an average happy girl doing her shopping until they polluted the air I breathed. Their embassies should start educating them that in our country, prostitutes do not normally appear soliciting for business while shopping at Lido nor Ngee Ann City! And they certainly don't start work at 9am in the morning! So stop coming here to terrorize the nation's young and innocent!!!

UNCLE claims it must be the way I dress that attracts all these assholes. Come on, its not like Lao-Niang gets her clothes from Geylang, neither do I tailor-make my clothes to look any different. I get my apparels where all the other normal girls in SIN get them! Plus, I am even considered conservative in dressing by my parents' standards! And guess what? The first time that I was approached, I was actually wearing long sleeve Tees with long pants and covered shoes leh!!

Yes, I've gotta admit I may look kinda "China". But hey, that doesn't make me an instant Escort loh! Use your common sense lah, idiots!!

This is like the worst kinda insult a girl can get. Freaking sickos.

So damn grossed with all these indecent men who have their amoeba brains located at that teenie-weenie-bitsy excusable growth on their crotches. If I had my way, I would not hestitate to make EUNUCHS out of every bastard I meet next that comes with any morally-questionable agendas.

From now on, I should just start carrying a pair of sisscors wherever I go. GRR....!!!!

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Anyway, overdue pictures from the sukiyaki steamboat session @ Kara's

The girls were complaining of having broad faces in the pictures. Come on! (~_~lll Which one of you have a face that's bigger than mine?? *SOBS*

Kara's homemade cheese cake is HEAVENLY!!!!

FOOD!!!!!

My cute BESTIE "seducing" Kara's dog with a cookie tin!! Haha.

See, my feline side. LOL
Pardon my daily MESSY hair.

2008-03-06T04:03:00.007+08:00

I have NOT been following my Jellyfish Diet.

Apparently, cutting open the packaging and stirring the seasoning mix together was way too much work for yours-truly here. The horrors of laziness, really. Gosh, I am disgusted at myself.

So I have been surviving on a diet of cookies, chips, excess of chocolates, 7-UPs and fried chicken, bursting my calories count everyday.

GROSS is the word when I lift up my arms and see my armpits sinking down. ARGH.

Mom, as usual, has been constantly nagging about me being too FAT, as if I do not already know. She does it every morning when she wakes up, every night before she goes to bed and any time in between when she sees me popping anything into my mouth (which is very often). Irritating!

To hell with all the FAT-talk.
Last I heard, liposuction really isn't that expensive. And you can even do a Jolin with all that excess fats while you are at it. WOW.

Oh, another new found hobby of mine - ebay. I'm so hooked onto it the last couple of days! Another marvel of the Internet! But shipping costs WILL KILL!!! Eyed on a vintage-style doctors bag yesterday. Unfortunately, I was informed that the shipping costs to SIN would cost me a whopping 6-times the price of the bag! OMG.

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By the way, I went KTV with UNCLE a week back and made quite a few video recordings on my camera.

His singing is definitely by far one of the best I've heard among my friends! Had wanted to post the videos up here earlier, but the sound recording qualities were so damn POOR that they do MAJOR INJUSTICES to his singing.

I should just use a voice recorder next round.

Anyway, I've decide to just post one up here for memories' sake. I've got permission but I still hope he doesn't kill me. =P

Haha, if you were unable to catch the conversation during the interval in song, it was him getting all nervous on realising that I was actually do recording.

No sorry, no recordings of my screeching. I don't want to kill you with one because... I sing horrible!!! SOB... The only person who might think that I might have an OK voice would definitely be a deaf guy. Evidently, its so bad that some childish BITCH even had to take the trouble to bitch about my singing in her blog few years back. LOL.

DieTS

2008-03-01T19:49:00.009+08:00

I found a new snack!!! :D

I'm going ga-ga over this thing!!!

Special note to my dear XY: Nope, this is not WORMS!!! Keke =p

Look at the nutritional value, man!! Only 30 Calories per serving! O_O

There's 2 servings in per packet, which means that for an average person's healthy daily calories intake of 2000, it takes 33 packets of this yummilicious snack to fill that number!!

Before u start wondering, no... I'm not tryin to do a free advert.... (~_~lll

But this thing is damn exciting lah!!!! Eat without guilt!!! =)

I'm gonna try base a diet on this =) Two packets of jellyfish with my usual daily servings of greens and fruits, lets see if I can finally hit that 45 dream-figure on the weighing scales or not??? :D

The only drawback? This thing has got too much sodium in it. And worse, MSG too!!! *Faints* But well, I guess at least with the separated seasoning packeting, you get to choose whether you really dare empty that whole packet of badness into it, or not. I wouldn't.

Oh, since I'm already on this, I might as well share how I shed 5KG in 2 weeks two Decembers ago :)
Yup, 5KG in just 2 weeks, without exercise too!!! :D

Just be warned that this is NOT a healthy diet, and I'm definitely NO nutritionist. So yah, I'm just sharing what worked for me. Try at your own risk.

My 2-weeks diet then consisted of Hotdogs, blanched veges and fruits. NO rice. Basically I would just eat hotdogs till I got full. I'm quite LAZY as you know, so I'd usually simply microwave the hotdogs in a bowl of water for around 1-2mins. If you get sick of the hotdogs occasionally, you can always substitute them with some fish and fishballs or fishcakes. But try to stay away from the oily fried ones.

I know some people can't do without the daily carbo and no meal ever seems complete without rice to them, so this diet might be a little difficult. It was much easier for me, since I quitted rice more than 9 years ago (it makes me sleepy and lethargic during lectures). Besides, I love veges and I'm not so much of a carbo nor meat-fan. I guess if you really need a filler, beancurd might do the trick too =)

Oh, you can easily google the reasons why I mentioned that this hotdog diet can be unhealthy.

I've also tried another slightly healthier substitute for hotdogs last december --- Fishballs and Fishcakes. No exercise too. It didn't seem to work that well. I only lost around 2KG in 2 weeks, which.... I have since totally gained back from the CNY curse. ARGH!

Maybe I wasn't as disciplined then or maybe I have already hit the bottle neck of my minimum weight. Eversince I was 16, the lowest that I could ever go is 46KG. Nothing less than that. =( Ok, I guess by now everyone can roughly calculate my current weight (~_~lll

Ok, I shall update any weight loss from my new jellyfish diet in the next two weeks =) Wish me luck!!!
Hope no one asks me out for dinner manz!! I have such a weak spot for food, I'll definitely lose control. =(

BoReD

2008-02-27T04:12:00.009+08:00

Damn Bored.........

I've been rotting at home for 04 days already.......
Finished another 20 episodes HKG drama within the last 26 hours. Again.
Zero brain activity detected.

And Mom put me on another Food Ban!!! !@#$%
She insisted I looked like I have gained at least another 15KG up the scales.
Come on, its only been 04 days!
I will only look like that if I have been stuffing myself and not shit in the last 10 days.

So here I am, ~~whining~~ talking about getting senile, starvation and shit.
I must have like the most uninteresting life in the whole universe!!!!

My life is meaningless lah... Sigh.

I think I remembered hearing something about quizzes coming up next week.
Been toooooooooo LAZY to start studying for them...

Someone please save me from the LAZY BUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh, HOPELESS is my middle-name =(

2008-02-25T06:05:00.003+08:00

我只爱陌生人

当我需要的只是一个吻

就给我一个吻

GLUTTON

2008-02-23T00:16:00.005+08:00

TOTALLY OVER-ATE TODAY!!!!! O_O

!@#$%

Went Kara's place for Sukiyaki session today =) My feeding schedule roughly went like :

1:30 - 3:00pm - Sukiyaki Steamboat. Ate so much I couldn't even sit properly.

3:30pm - Jelly IceCream

4:00pm - Homemade Cheesecakes by Kara. Multiple slices.

4:30pm - Chocolate Fondue with chips & cookies!

5:00pm - I had to remove my belt to ease breathing. OMG. o_O

7:30pm - More Kara's Cheesecake!

9:30pm - Laksa. Finished the gravy too!

11:00pm - Quarter bottle of Pineapple tarts

12:00am - 2 handfuls of Nougats

How can anyone eat so much in one day??!!!!! OMFG...

P/S : Will upload the pictures when I get hold of the girls'!! :O)

I flared!!!

2008-02-21T00:04:00.009+08:00

An ABSURD grading system in my maths laboratory this evening had me bringing a showdown on one of the female grader.

She surprised me with a B+ for my exercise, and I guess I surprised the rest of the class by being CATTY.

I guess no-one really thought that I was capable of picking a confrontation with anyone, especially not the academic staff. But boy, she really had me boiling at the unfairness on how she graded our works. Its not my fault that I reacted to that.

But I was worried about being too catty, so I came home and told mum that I thought I saw very surprised looks on my coursemates when it happened. She bursted out in laughter and said, "How could anyone be under the illusion that you don't know how to pick a fight?? YOU HAVE NEVER LOST ANY ARGUMENTS!!".

Ouch. Now that was really helpful, mom.

Sorry for the lack of make-up on my ghostly face... Did I scare you??? (~_~lll

Anyway, I decided to bring the incident to the attention of my professor in an email:

Dear Dr. XXX,

I would like to bring to your attention of an incident that happened in the TC3411 Numerical Methods Laboratory session this evening, 20-Feb-2008.

I was given a B+ by the female grader for today's practical session, which I was unable to comprehend why, since the classmate that I was coaching had an A from the male grader. Both of us were graded at the exact same time.

I requested for an clarification from the female grader on what made the difference to my grade, since both me and the classmate had similar works? I was informed by her that it was because I did the exercise "slower" than others. I was surprised to hear that we were being judged on how fast the grader thought we have done the exercise, and not the quality of our work itself.

I found her reasoning on this to be lacking in impartialness, since:

- There is a classroom full of students, and only 2 graders. They cannot response to all students at the same time. Most students find themselves having to wait and constantly "vye" for the attention of the graders to have our work graded. If the timing at the point of grading was a crucial judgment on our grades, then what accounts for the amount of waiting time to have the graders come to us?

- We should not be faulted in our grades, if we had spent time coaching our classmates in their exercise before we approach the grader.

- I have on occasions waited for the crowd to "disperse" before approaching the graders, as I was not in a hurry to go off, and see no reason to delay time for other classmates who have work commitments to rush off to right after the lesson.

I have expressed my concerns to her that the time of grading is not representative of how fast we did our exercise, and hence should not be used as a critical basis for our grades. Eventually she agreed to change my grade for this session to an A.

I would just like to confirm with you that I indeed have an A grading for this exercise, and would also appreciate your advice if timeliness is indeed a critical consideration in the grading system.
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Thank you very much for taking the time to read through this email. I look forward to your reply.

Warmest Regards,
Law XXXX XXX (U06XXXXM)

MoM's B'DaY

2008-02-20T02:48:00.007+08:00

It was Mom's birthday yesterday. So I brought her out for lunch, and we did a little shopping =)

She has been going crazy over Korean Dramas nowadays, and totally digs korean cusines!!! Especially since there's alot of vegetables in those complimentary pre-mains side-dishes...

Now this the reason why my tummy's been bulging the entire day!!!

We had like double helpings of half the pre-mains served! I think the waiter must have been pretty amused to see such HUGE appetites in two ladies. He gave us a mountain full of KimChi on our second serving....... which, we totally finished. Ouch.

And we went for HongKong deserts right after lunch. OMG.

Outrageously SWWWEEEEEEETTTT HKG-style mango sago with pomelo bits!

I think mom enjoyed it.

On the way to school. My TIRED FACE

2008-02-19T22:33:00.010+08:00

I spent the last 2.5 days watching Ugly Betty on the net, and I'm already done with Season 1 and halfway though Season 2. Yah I know, I've got no life... I heard that in your thoughts, so thanks for reminding. *Sniffles*

Just kidding, I'm not pyshic. Duh. =X

So I'm going to talk about my weight again. Or as my Fluid Mechanics lecturer corrects us, its called body MASS (please pronounce as "MARS"). I know I've talked this topic like a thousand times, but this whole ~~binge-ing~~ eating-habit of mine is really totally freaking me out.

You know how serious it is when I am weighing myself AT LEAST TWICE A DAY. Once in the morn, and another just before I tuck myself into bed, just for comparison. I'll always get pleasantly surprised when I occasionally did not gain 2KG at the end of the day, from all that amount of food I shoved into my mouth. And sometimes I'd even weigh myself before and after a meal just to check how much I've really eaten, because I loses track of moderation everytime I sees FOOD.

And you know what? I just cleaned off another KG of Bak GWA in 2 days!!!!
I do eat NON-STOP.

It gets crazier that my thoughts, as I stepped on the weighing scales, were not "I hope I didn't gain weight". In fact, my thoughts usually goes in a little squeaky voice that says, "I'm so excited! Have I gain that 2KG today yet? Oh yeah! I did!". OMG.... *Slaps myself*

In a recent quote from my sister, "Bro-in-Law" was telling her how he is impressed that when I decide not to eat, nothing stops my dieting determination. Her reply? "Well, when she (me) decides to eat, NOTHING can stop her too!". Holy shit.

Well... Weight issues, and more weight issues... Yah I know you are not interested in that. So, I shall graciously spare you the torture of reading more of it. (At least in this entry =P)

So here you go, pictures uploaded...... More "eye-venom", only packaged in a different way. Oh boy, I'm EVIL... My poor readers. =)

Another CNY outing with my family....

Poor Dad.... Being forced by two daughters to prove his point that he is APPROACHABLE

Mom is stilllllllllllllllll camera-SHY......... (~_~lll

The sisters.......

Oh, and I brought my parents to KIM GARY the over the weekends for dinner =)

As usual, I forgot about the camera when the FOOD arrives. But I did remember this! The Lamb Chops that I've been raving about!!! No meh-meh taste!!! Well... maybe you can't really trust me on that part, because I eat practically anything and have no problems with scallions, onions, beef, game, whatever. But its really NICE!!!

OK, I only remember about taking pictures of this after taking a few bites... That's where the missing portion went to. (~_~lll

Anyway, its my mom's birthday today. The digits shall remain mystery. So....

HAPPY B'DAY, MOM!

NOT BitcHes...

2008-02-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

I get very confused when I read youngster's blogs nowadays. Maybe I'm just not that well-educated in English to grasp the amusement that it is supposed to give.

Since when do people start calling their best friends "BITCHES"???

My best friend is definitely no BITCH!!! And I am certainly not a BITCH either! I can't possibly "love my BITCHES girlfriends" or be a lovely "BITCH" with them, because there shouldn't have been any BITCH in them in the first place.

I am ironically amused by anyone who can proudly beams in acknowledgment when being associated with BITCHNESS by a so-called best friend. I think I will be very tempted to scratch my best friend's face if she ever seriously calls me a "BITCH", even if she does that "lovingly".

Well, I'm not talkin sense, am I? This is probably another thing that distinguishes my age from the younglings. I am no longer hip enough to understand their languages.

....Not that I've ever even been hip in the first place.

Gonna EXIPIRE sOon....

2008-02-12T01:18:00.000+08:00

Just remembered something interesting. Thought I'd blog it down for a laugh...

On my previous entry, I mentioned about the family lunch that Mom spends a great amount of effort whipping up every CNY. The spread is usually enough to feed us for at least 4 meals! Despite the additional "help" from my "Bro-in-Law", finishing that amount of food is as much of a chore as cooking it. Storing those leftovers can be a headache as well.

So Mom said that I should invite a BOYFRIEND over next CNY, to help finish up the food. o_O
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I can't believe that actually came out of her mouth!!! (~_~lll

So what happened to ｔｈｏｓｅ　boyfriendSSssss that she had never approved of in the past??? What happened to that "No-man-is-ever-good-enough-for-my-Daughter"-Mother I used to have???

Or maybe she is getting very very panicky that I'm already of AGE (and expiring soon), and unfortunately, still look very very SINGLE with ZERO suitors.

Conversation with Mom NOWADAYS has been:
　"Mei（妹）, how come there's NO guys after you huh? My daughter cannot make it meh?"
　"Mei（妹）, why you so long never receive flowers huh? SO poor thing, I buy for you lah!"
　"Mei（妹）, why NO guys ask you out huh?"
　"Mei（妹）, why huh? Izzit all your guy friends can't-make-it one huh? Really don't have can-make-it one meh?"
　"Mei（妹）, you should widen your social circle and meet more guys mah, then can choose mah."
　"Mei（妹）, don't anyhow trust guys hor. BUT hor, if got see good ones also must grab, OK?!"
"Mei（妹）, why you never go out nowadays one? NO date meh??"

It USED ＴＯ BE:
　"Mei（妹）, don't anyhow trust any guys hor."
　"NO ONE is ever good enough for my daughter."
　"I don't know what you see in that Potato / Mosquito / Thing / etc..."
　"You should get those doctor or lawyer boyfriends mah! That kind then is good enough for you!"
　"Aiyo, that kinda of pattern want to woo my daughter!"
　"Aiyo, how can he be compatible with my daughter??!!!"
　"Mei（妹）, if got guys chase you hor, you must open your eyes big big, see properly first leh!"
　"My daughter is our 掌上明珠 leh, how can any tom-dick-harry be suitable for her?"
"Mei（妹）, why you everyday go out one? Go out with who?"

Last I've heard, she was checking my horoscope for glimpse of L-O-V-E in this coming year.
Oh man, why do I suddenly look so PATHETIC?? =(

Grrr....! Gimme a BREAK!!!

FATTEN-ED UP!!!

2008-02-11T05:21:00.000+08:00

Here's just one of the many CNY meals I had...

Its called 开年饭. Which in the opinion of my family, has more significance than the reunion dinner. I'm not sure why... My mum usually spends an entire morning preparing for this meal. Its supposed to have like 10 dishes totalled up. All the good stuff are in it! =P

GOSH!! How can I not grow fat with all these??!!! *WAIL....!!!*

OK, a close-up of just some of the dishes =)

We started off with Yu-Sheng with Abalone!!!

The hidden pieces of Abalone!!!!

Pig Trotters marinated with COKE!!! Yup, Coca Cola COKE!!! Yummy!

Stir-Fried Prawns
We were supposed to have Tempura Prawns, but it didn't work out =( So mom stir-fried the prawns.

Stir-Fried Vegetables with Pacific Clams (If I'm roughly correct...)

Juicy Huge-Ass Mushrooms with dried Mussels and "Fatt-Choy"
Oh man, I'm salivating just typing this.

Sharkfin Soup (See that big piece of Sharkfin!)
Unfortunately I'm really not a fan of Sharkfin. Dad helped me with a quarter of this, and Sis polished another half off my bowl. (And yup, I have a huge spoon!)

The rest are just common stuff like double-boiled soup, waxed-meat, chicken and salmon steaks, so i'm not uploading the pics...

And that was only LUNCH!!!

To top that up, I finished two-thirds of a huge bottle of Pineapple-Tarts in that same day....

I wonder why my friends are under the impression that I have a SMALL appetite???

2008-02-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2008-02-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

~ ~ ~ 万事如意 ~ ~ ~

Uploaded quite alot of pics! =)

But sorry, no photos of my little handsome cousins for you to drool over this time... =(
One had to work today, and the other just "donated" his hair to the country... (~_~lll

So, next year perhaps.

Here... The second generation of the Law Clan in Singapore.
(Minus one absent from scene)

My uncle & auntie!!! =) Looking young!

I DID MY HAIR!!! All by myself!!! :O)

Ok lah, Dad did help me spray my hairdo lah...
My hand wasn't long enough to reach that far backwards for that 20cm-away-Light-Mist hairspray effect.

It has been my family's tradition to visit the Changi Airport every CNY. We live in the far-west zone, while the airport is located at the far-east. Taking these long rides across the island on CNY is believed to improve luck.

Yah, I take after my Dad alot.

But NO. No matter how many times I've heard about the similarities....
NOOooooo, I DON'T LOOK LIKE MY SIS!!!!!!

My Dad is CUTE lah. Keke.

Mum is super camera-SHY today :O(

Was making CHEEKY faces as my Dad was trying figure out how to use my camera =P
Who knows, he actually managed to take a snap, and I looked like this.

Now for a more "proper" shot!

Settling down for FOOD - Sis & Dad. They were sometimes mistook as couple!! OMG!

Was I staring at another table's FOOD again?!

Sis trying to look very very DEMURE.... (> _ <).....????

Too much monkey-faces makes my make-up all faded....... (~_~lll

Back home, I started on an hour plus of labour-intensive LIPOSUCTION on the BAK-GWA (Bacon)
OMG!!! Look at all the HEART-CLOGGING FATS!!!!

There...!! The POST-SLIMMING BAK-GWA =P

2008-02-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

The first wedding dinner I've attended in 2008! =)

Remember the primary school classmate's wedding I attended in early January? Gee, yah I know I'm a month late in posting these...

My camera's pics are rather blurred, so I've only managed to upload some of them...

The Couple :O)

All the girls at the table were my primary schoolmates!

I couldn't even remember some of them, it has been so long!! I thought a couple of them looked rather familiar, but I was quite certained that my memory isn't that good. Then I found out that night that we had actually attended the same course in poly!! Haha!

Baby Star of the table!!!

Exclusively for our cameras! CUTE! Haha.

They look so compatible together!!! I totally love their wedding shots, they have a very taiwanese-drama-feel to them!!! Their dating video screened during the dinner had one of the cutest storyline I've ever known :O) Sweet!

2008-02-04T07:41:00.000+08:00

Lacking pictures in my blog lately again... Been sooooooo.... LAZY!!!! *as usual*

But I did TRY!!!!

Went Daiso with BESTIE last week, wanted to take pics with her, but once the shopping started, I forgotten clean about it. =(

Had sushi at esplanade over the weekend, planned to take pics too, but the moment food was served.... Sigh. I am such a GREEDYASS!!!

We had an early reunion dinner at home yesterday... Thought I'll show you how well my mom cooks (when she does cook...). I even placed the camera strategically near the kitchen so I would remember, but ALAS....... Sigh. Wiped the dishes clean, and the word "camera" didnt even crossed my mind. =(

Oh well, Chinese New Year is coming.... So I guess I shall take pictures then!!! Will take more pics of my handsome little cousins for you to drool over, OK?

By the way... I'm supposed to do SPRING-CLEANING for my room TODAY. Mom would not tolerate more procastinating from me (~_~lll

My room is so MESSY, I don't even know where to start!!! I think I will probably just chuck everything into my cabinets! =P Out of sight, out of mind!!! Hehe. But then, my cabinets are really bursting, I don't think they can hold the tons of I-don't-know-what-are-those-RUBBISH all over my room =( Gee.. Maybe I shall try under the bed instead?? But the last time I checked, it's stocked up full with my bags too... O_O

I can't wait for my sister to get married!!!! I need another room!!!! I NEED a walk-in-wardrobe!!!! Dad, Santa Claus, Saints, Lords above, whoever, please grant me one!!!!!!!!! I'll be GOOD for this year, next year and the year after, I promise!!

Anyway, I've totally lost the enthusiasim of getting new clothes or even undergarments just for the Chinese New Year, since ages ago. I can't even remember when was the last time I did go through the trouble for them. Going through the mad rush of squeezing with millions of people to buy last-minute CNY apparels, is really worse than Christmas shopping.

Besides, I absolutely hate compromising my money to buy clothes for the sake of buying! Nice designs of clothes my sizes are always sold out pretty fast around this time of the year, so I'll usually end up with buying clothes that I don't even like, and you know what happens to them after the celebration is over...

Of course, I could have chosen to do my shopping early... Then watch my nice new clothes get mouldy, from the long long wait to CNY!!! I CAN'T!!!! It would have been an absolute torture!!! Waiting has never been my forte. As a kid, my parents would never "promise" to bring me anywhere. They learnt their lesson from me waking them up every hour in the middle of the night, to ask "Is it time yet? Are we going yet?". Still a kid-at-heart today, I would bug my parents every 5 minutes if they had say that they would buy me food / cook me food / bring me out for dinner / get out of the toilet. They get so frustrated with it everytime. =P

Ok, that was alot of side tracking......

Anyway, this year I managed to dig up some new stuff from my wardrobe :O) Gonna wear this I think.

Mum said it was FINE. But now, she complains that its alot of black. Really? You think so too? But my top is GREY mah.... and I'm matching it with shorts, not pants, so I have got alot more yellow in my skin to balance off the black. It would have been a lot more of black if I had match it with pants instead =(

Anyway, some wedding dinner (not mine) photos up next!! Stay tuned! =)

SICK aGaiN......

2008-01-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

又生病了。。。

讨厌。 讨厌。 讨厌!!!

Down with flu again....... Damn. Hate it when I fall sick!! =(

Maybe I've eaten too much.... Seriously suspects there must be some link between the both. But mum was laughing her head off when I told her about it. Am I silly or what? (~_~lll

By the way, the most disgusting thing happened today!!! Please do not read on, if you have not taken your dinner...

I was having zero appetite for solid food, so mum made some soup for me. Guess what... I've only taken a little more than a spoonful of it when... my mucus dripped into the soup!!!!

There goes my dinner, bloody hell.

Yucks!!! *Vomits*

U LoOk liKe wHaT u DiD

2008-01-27T06:31:00.000+08:00

I have a weird and almost animated way of judging a person's looks by the deeds he do.

I'm sure most of you do.

Everyone looks pretty when I first get to know them. But their looks always seem to change over time in my eyes. Some remain the same, some get prettier... But there are also those that get uglier and uglier as I get to know them and the detesting stuff they do. It sometimes get to the point that I cant even bear to look at their repulsive faces anymore.

My ex-ex-ex boss was a great example. As we got tortured under her over the years, she simply uglifies before our eyes. Despite the countless times she stood in front of the mirror in self-admiration of her "glory", and terrorizes us into agreeing how beautiful she thinks she looks, she just looks increasingly revolting to us as our days with the company end. Every single time that I was forced to look at her, my whole face simply twitches with disgust.

Ok, I might consider being a wee bit sorry for sounding so frank.... and if you insist, crude too. But, in case you are interested to know, she is still the hot topic in every of my ex-ex-ex-colleagues gatherings.

In another case, UNCLE also seems to look quite different from my initial impression of him too, after a good long year of getting along.

When I first got to know him, he looked like this to me...

Sweet, cuddly... And oh those big pearly eyes would melt even Shrek's heart!!!

I'm not sure what happened... But after a year, he turns out like this.... =P

Quite remarkable huh. Breathes fire too.

.......... Ok, I'm glad he doesn't read my blog. Wahahahaaa!!!

2008-01-23T03:09:00.000+08:00

I finally couldn't resist the temptation..............
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............ to wolf down that loaf of plain white bread at 3 a.m. in the morning. o_O

Kaoz...... Am I really that hungry???!! (~_~lll

不划算的食量

2008-01-21T10:13:00.000+08:00

Off tO IKOI wiTh BeSTiE!!!!

2008-01-18T01:59:00.001+08:00

Went IKOI @ Mirama Hotel with my bestie today!!! She treated me to an evening of buffet dinner and post-dinner drinks... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Had wanted to dine at IKOI for the longest time, after hearing alot about its fresh Sashimi and having read so many fantastic food reviews about it! But it is always difficult to get a seat there =( Called the restaurant a couple of times to make reservations on previous occasions but it has always been full house. In fact, they will always recommend on making super advance reservations -- as early as a month beforehand -- to get a seat.

I don't exactly have the habit of planning my schedule a month ahead, so I had never have the chance to dine there till today... Which was a little surprising when we actually managed to get a table, since this was kinda a last minute arrangement.

Typical of local Kiasu-ism, I was starving the whole day before dinner, so I was literally wolfing down everything in sight the moment I was seated! Bestie commented that I look like I was going to choke myself eating at that speed. Unfortunately, that was mistake number one made.... The rule of buffets says, never ever wolf down your food!! You will tend to miss out variety over quantity.

We didn't get to try everything on the menu, not even 30% of it! Well... We can't expect too much from two ladies stomachs anyway. But most of what we ate were pretty good. The sashimi was fresh, I particularly like the teapot soup and crunchy stick salad, and Bestie was raving over over the Ebi Tempuras with repeated orders for it over and over again!!

Just a small representative of what we had =)

The restaurant was quite small and pretty cramped. It was really packed even on a weekday evening!

We can see how much Bestie enjoys her Edamame!! Urber CUTE chewing on that collagen-packed little green!

Very appetizing complimentary Teapot Soup!!! I like!!! =)

I was getting very very FULL.... Filled my stomach to the brim!!

Xian helped us buy similar Burberry Blue Label wallets from Japan!!!

Bestie needs to "show off" our new wallets. Keke... =P

More pictures before we leave IKOI... Feeling full & satisfied!

You probably wouldn't believe how scary our appetites can get!!! Off to Coffee Bean after the dinner to load on more SUGAR!!!

Yah... We "need to" show off our new wallets again! Haha!!!

ScHoOL sTaRtS....

2008-01-17T03:22:00.000+08:00

School had started this week.....

I am so LAZY.... Sigh.
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And reference books are so goddamn EXPENSIVE!!!! (~_~lll

I've only bought two reference books for this semester and its a freaking 100-bucks gone already!!! And there's more to buy!! I'm not even sure if they are of any good.

Bought quite a number of reference books over the last 3 semesters but seriously I don't even remember properly utilizing any of them. And for some of these books, I have not even bothered to flip through them at all... Not even once!! They were just chucked away and forgotten in a corner since the day I lugged them home, until eventually I start clearing my study area when the semester ends and re-discover them ...

Oh well, that probably explains my grades.... =(

Now I do feel so sorry for my money. Argh.

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Anyway, as usual... The accents of the professors really make me flip sometimes. Just to share some.... =P

Professor A
I heard "Virgin"............... He meant "Version"
I really heard "Croissant Equation"................. He meant "Poisson Equation"
I seriously heard "Sickness".................. When he meant "Thickness"

Professor B
I keep hearing many many "Yam"................. Actually, he meant many many "n"

But no one can beat that Taiwanese Professor who took us for a module last semester!!! My poor dearie had been jotting down "SERVICE" in her notes for a few weeks.... It was only till later when she compared notes with me, did she realised that the Professor had meant to say "SURFACE".

That's not all... In his own words :
Negligible becomes "Neat-Li-Er-Ber"
Derivative becomes "D-Ride-Vie-Thief"
Information becomes "In-Four-May-Sheng"
Mass becomes "Mars"

............Well, you can go on and imagine. In just 18 months in this course, my whole perception of spoken English has changed. Language is really a guessing game. (~_~lll

ShOppinG RaVEs & HaNdiCRaFts.....

2008-01-09T22:26:00.001+08:00

Went SHOPPING over the last two days! Bought quite alot of stuff!! Happy =) There's almost nothing in the world that gives me more ecstasy than shopping! Hmm, maybe except eating yummy food?? Keke.

Went Raffles Place, Chinatown and VIVO!!! Dead beat from all the walking lah...... (~_~lll

Bear with me... I NEED TO rave about my shopping trophies now!!! So proud of them!!!! Hehe.
(Ok, to avoid flooding my blog with what would seems to you as a damn boring shopping entry, I shall only blog about part of my "joy"... See, I'm considerate!)

Chinatown is really a Shopping Heaven manz!!! I scored most of my "trophies" there!!! If you only try spending some time to dig through the racks (which you should, cos that's what shopping is all about in the first place!), you are bound to find cheap bargains!!!

Well, I've got a kawaii dress from Chinatown, which only cost $9.90!!!! That's like dirt cheap loh!

Got two long baggy shirts from the same shop as well, at $23.90 each!! Here's one of them =)

I remember buying a similar shirt from Far East Shopping Centre last month at around $35.00, and I already thought I had a bargain back then =(...

This shop apparently has its own factory that supplies to those shops in town, which is why it can afford to sell at a cheaper price... I cant imagine how much more it would have cost to buy the same thing from Far East.

Got a pencil case @ $2.50, and a couple of embroidered pouches @ only $2.00 each!!

Wah liao..... Why so cheap?!!!

Keke, I'm sounding like aunties already!!! Perhaps before you know it, very soon I might be blogging about cheap bargains of meat and vegetables I got from the local wet markets! *Cold SHIVERs from the thought*

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Oh, I managed to get some bargains from VIVO as well!!!

There was this accessories shop having a sale of 50%-Off-Selected-Items! Had wanted to get a gold gold bling bling necklace for the longest time!!! But the prices of those sold in town always make me pale in the face... Call me "cheapskate"... but I simply can't understand how can something so simple sell for like $30-40, when its mass produced and its not even like real gold!

Anyway, I decided to just buy a pair of earrings, get some chains and convert them to necklaces. Haha!

This pair only cost me $6.50 after the 50% discount! Not like drop-jaw-cheap kinda cheap, but considering what I was going to do with them, yah its cheap enough =)

This is what I did with the first earring. Maintained the design and added a meter long gold chain to it.

The length of the chain is actually adjustable, because I really couldn't decide how long i want the necklace to be. The dangling chain in the middle is what would be hanging down my back on wearing it. I didn't have the clasp, so I twisted & bent my own from what was suppose to have been the piece of thin wire that we normally wore through our ear hole... (Sorry, I really don't know the proper name for it)

Here's what I did with the second earring! Same thing on the chain used.

It may not look fantastic or anything, but I really LOVE this!!!

It's the effort I guess.

I took apart most of the earring and put it back together again with more charms and beads. Friends, you all should know what huge hands I have (bigger than all girls I know, and some guys' too), it really ain't easy coordinating my clumsy fingers on something that tiny! Cut my finger in the process =( I also had to work with whatever limited pieces of charms & beads that I have (didn't want to waste $$$ buying more and then storing the excess in tiny pill boxes for years).

One thing I learnt about myself over and over again!!! A shopaholic like me never counts the amount she spends shopping, but counts the savings she made from her buys!!!

A WeDDinG, a ReUniOn, and ExtRa RanTs.....

2008-01-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

Just got back home from my primary school classmate's wedding!!!

Oh my gosh.... Primary school!!! Like how many decades ago was that???

Anyway it was a really sweet affair, with loads of fun and crap from the reunion at my table!!! I met up with the very first friend I made from primary school too! :O) Really really happy & grateful to have been invited!!! Thanks so much, YongZhen!! It was a wonderful night =)

I have yet to get all the pictures, so I shall blog about it later, when I do. But I just showed Empress a couple of pics just now and she commented that both the bride and her groom are good-looking!! So pictures soon....

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Anyway, I have not blogged for a quite a couple of days, because I really haven't been doing much at all in the last few days...

Lets see... The most exciting thing that I have done would be... Wiping up my Gucci bag?

Well, I did also watch like a dozen of clips on Dinosaurs, on Youtube as well... And the rest of the time, I spent binge-ing on food and hugging my pillow to sleep.

Oh, just before today's wedding dinner, I hopped over to my batchgirl's place. Finally someone gave me a reason to get dressed, paint my face and walk out of that door... She just had surgery to correct a damaged nerve and is now recovering at home. Job hazards and a F-up company... I really have got so much to rant about! Just feel so angry and heartache for her condition!!

I just want to say, Aircrews are NOT souless Robots!!! In case nobody have noticed, they are only human too! =( Grrr.....!

Before I end today's entry, here's a picture with my Bestie! The Empress, the Kimchi-Samsoonie... or whatever you call her. Hehe.

Oh by the way, have I ever mentioned that both of us have the same surname? My surname is quite uncommon in local grounds, so she is like the only other person besides my family that I know with the same surname. Perhaps that's what bonded us like sisters! :O)

GoOdByE 2007....

2007-12-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007 31-Dec-2007

*Sniffs...*

This is gonna be the last time that I will be writing 2007... Feels kinda nostagic now...

Nevertheless, looking forward to 2008 =) Hoping for some positive changes in my life.

I really don't have much capabilities... I'm not very brainy, not very pretty either. Worse, I am constantly in gapping BLUR-mode. But I've heard that age makes people wiser. So lets hope that happens as well :O)

Here's a summary of my 2007... Things that I can still remember with my gold fish memory for now =)

Last but not least...... Hello 2008 :o)

i'Ve gOt a X'maS PreSSie!!!!

2007-12-30T04:03:00.000+08:00

Had a post-christmas dinner with my polymates (year one) today, and KTV after that!!!

Didn't manage to take any pictures with them though.. I was kinda lazy, and was feeling terribly sulky as well.... Because I had to wear stockings again today to cover up the horrible scars from the mozzy bites... Argh! I hate wearing stockings!!! Make me feel so auntie & self-conscious!

It doesn't help that I met two ill-bred idiotic teenage girls at Paragon, who whispered to each other, turn heads, let their eyes followed my legs as I walk, then made more comments and laugh about me to each other.... all right in front of my face. I think their parents probably never teach them manners! Wanna dig their eyes out and tear their mouths apart!!! They ought to die. Damn.

Anyway, this is not the main point in this entry. What I really wanted to say was, Xian got me a very cute X'mas pressie!!! Awww.....! So Sweet of him!!!

Tada!!!! Mini Mini Pingu!!!

It plays "Jingle-Bells" and sways its head to the music!!! Damn cute right? I was playing with it through the whole KTV session!! Can't remember when was the last time that I received a soft toy?

Thanks so much, Xian!!!

And... To further prove that I'm a BIMBO (and an ugly one as well)......

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There.... A quarter-century old retard playing with a new toy.

Mosquitoes & Exam Results

2007-12-27T04:24:00.000+08:00

Having a very very BAD case of mosquito bites!!! Its all over me!! Neck, arms, back, waist, legs... Even my chest! All over!!!

The itch is really killing me bad!!! And its driving me CRAZY!!!

I've already emptied half a bottle of tiger balm on them! Was literally digging "nail-fulls" of it out of the bottle and smacking them on the bumps... Nothing helps :o(

Mom say I have 梅花鹿 legs now. Have already tried my best to refrain from scratching the bumps, but my skin is naturally bad at healing. Every small little scratch or papercuts will never fail to give me a scar. So you can imagine how bad my skin looks now. The bites have transform into many many huge ugly patches of dark pigmentation all over my body, particularly on my truly 梅花鹿 legs.

How am I going to wear that few pairs of shorts that I bought lately??!! ARGH!!!

Oh, did I mention that I've also got a line of 7 brown dots beside my left eye from the bites as well? I'm super UGLIFIED!!!!

DAMN all the mosquitoes in the world! DIE DIＥＤＩＥ!!!!!

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By the way, my exams results are about to be released in another 5 hours. Been having nightmares about it since yesterday.

So scared now manz!!! Can't sleep can't sleep!!! =(
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My friends are mostly worried about having their CAP points pulled down.

You know what? I'm not.

In fact, I'm not even worried about the grades part. =(

I'm more worried about whether I can even make it to a PASS for all 3 modules or not. CAP points? Well, my average CAP point from the previous semesters is already low enough, I seriously don't see how it can be pulled even lower by this round of papers.... (~_~lll

Yup, that's how bad it is.

Sigh.

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EDITED...

P A S S E D ! ! ! !

I've passed all modules!!!!! Yippee!!!

But my CAP drop tremendously!!! I can't believe it manz! My CAP was already so damn low, now it has make a dive even further down!! WOW!! Incredible!

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LoVe tHis SoNg!

2007-12-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

梁静茹 - 夜夜夜夜

2007-12-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

Been listening to this song over and over again these couple of days... It just sits in my brain, and goes on and on...

LiNa's MakeOver!!

2007-12-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

Our dearie had a lunch wedding and a concert to attend a couple of weeks back, so i did a little makeover for her.... =P Nothing fantastic. But hey, I'm not trained in this, so don't expect too much ya.

The pictures were taken much later that evening so the hairspray was already losing its hold on her hair, the lipgloss and blusher seems gone too. Nevertheless, doesn't she look sweet??? Well, SWEET as in, it has nothing got to do with whatever I did to her face or hair OK.

Her previous brows shaping had started to grow out, so I neatened her brows too! It was the first time I've done anything obvious to someone else's brows. Glad she trusted me on that :O) Gee, if you can still recall what my brows-shaping skills are like from a much earlier post. (~_~lll

The makeup was very light though... Too light for my liking. But it was supposed to be a DAY makeup. Well, in any case, I'm sure she was quite glad I didn't made her look like some sort of baboon's ass.

Another picture of her hair. Did something like a messed-up "ponytail" kind of updo, with alot of back-combing. Was like doing alot of "tug-a-war"s and poking on her poor scalp!

Both the angle of these photos doesn't show her hairdo very clearly. It seems like she has got a normal ponytail falling from that updo. But she actually had like many many separate wisps of hair dangling from it instead.

I simply LOVE LOVE LOVE doing makeovers for my friends!! Its like playing with real-life talking barbie dolls!! She's so gonna kill mi if she sees this... I guess I had never really grew out of that barbie-doll age =P

Would love to do makeovers on myself too! But unfortunately, I'm really too lazy to spend anything more than 5 minutes on my face. And as much as I would like to, I can't see the back of my own head to do my own hair.

FooD BAN!!

2007-12-11T18:51:00.000+08:00

I've lost count of the numbers of days I've slept...... Feeling giddy from all that sleep already =(

Mom has banned me from food effective as of today. The only thing that I have been doing when I am occasionally awake is stuffing my face with food. The first thing I say to my mom after every nap has been, "Mom, I'm hungry... Anything to eat?". She says I'm getting far too FAT, so BANNED, not even fishballs are allowed.

!@#$% No food? Hello? Then what am I suppose to do???!!! Kaoz! Someone please report her for CHILD ABUSE!!!

I've really got no hobbies besides that, other than Zzzzz... Which is exactly what my mom has been making me do these few days. I'm like getting an overdose of Zzz already!!! Everytime I wake up from a nap, she nags me back to my bed again. According to her, I'm supposed to sleep until my dark undereye circles are gone... But excuse me, I was born with them!! I don't think I am ever going to just sleep them away, not unless I go under the knife.

Don't know what has got into me nowadays too, but I've become too lazy for shopping recently. So... I really don't know what else I can do in my waking hours other than yawning and trying to fill my ever hungry stomach.

Am thinking if I should look for a job again? I really can't stand having nothing to do. But parents doesn't want me to work at the moment. They feel I've been pushing myself beyond my limits between coping with both work and studies this semester. Frankly I have my serious concerns over that too. This has been the most tiring semester by far, the horrible daily travelling almost killed me. Worse was the constant worrying and helpless feeling of not being able to commit enough.

I am not so confident I can do it again.

I guess I'm not even half a superhero girl. Far from it.

2007-12-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW BAG!!!!
Delivered to my doorsteps @ midnight!!!!

Awwwww.......... SO SWEET!!!!

2007-12-05T10:33:00.001+08:00

Am damn scared now..... So unprepared for my upcoming paper :O(

HoMe-CoOked FuN!!!

2007-11-30T03:16:00.000+08:00

Empress invited us to her place for some home-cooked goodness today!!

It was meant to be a cooking session, but that fantastic girl had done most of the cooking even before we arrived!! And afterwhich, she did nearly all the washing as well! *Hugz..!!*

So that left us with just the job of stuffing ourselves silly. :O)

I have to say her cooking is pretty good! Well, if you have to compare her cooking to mine, hers was definitely far far far more edible than mine!!!

After the tummy bursting dinner, I made chocolate fondue for desert!

We couldn't get the usual Hershey's baking chocolate bar, so had to end up using the normal milk chocolate bars from Calbury & Hershey. As expected, the mix ended up kind of sweet for our liking.

Kara also brought her very active dog along today. An evening of dinner, deserts, girls talk and dogs.... All these suddenly seems to me like an average class tai-tai's kind of of lifestyle. If only everyday can be spent this way... That will be really good.

My 2X BiRthDay wiTh tHe GiRLs

2007-11-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be too depressing to announce what "X" stands for, so please don't pester me about it. I'm just one year wiser, that's all. Digits doesn't really matter, right?

As expected, my birthday collided with the exams period. Damn.

But this year, I'm really grateful that the girls celebrated it 2 hours ahead for me, right after our first paper. Thank you, dearies!!!

We were really tired in TCC.....

And really bored too.......... Dazing our time away.

The sweetest thing happened. I was so tired that I fallen sound asleep on the cozy red sofa, and was woken up to a yummilicious chocolate cake and a birthday song by the girls and the TCC crew!!

Touched!! .......and yes, paisei too. Gee....

See my chocolate cake!!!

Completing the day with a group picture in the erm...... Toilet.

XY's BiRtHDaY!!!!

2007-11-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

*I've got to backdate this entry to make things look neater....*

We celebrated XY's bday more than a week ago, and I've only got time to post up some pics now... (Veron's wedding pictures are still outstanding here. I've really gotta make time for it after my exams.... )

We hanged around Vivo on that day... Movies, dinner, and the usual laughing crap.

.....and sat at Coffee Bean till it closed for the day.

Our poor birthday girl was so tired, she dozed off in her seat... But we didn't let her home. Damn EVIL.

We surprised her with a little birthday "cake" at 12am....

The cute Coffee Bean guys went on to sing her a birthday song aLOUD! Look at her!!

Tucking into the extremely sweet pudding....

Sharing the sweetness...

How can we miss out taking pictures with the birthday girl??

I look so boyish that day. *Frowns*

STUPID

2007-11-22T06:11:00.000+08:00

My ability to lose things is just AMAZING....

One minute, its THERE... And the next second, its GONE!!! Permanently too!!! How marvellous!

Anyone who wants any valuables vanished from the face of this planet should just hire me. That is probably the one single thing that I am remarkably talented in.

Probably one whole chunk of my life was wasted on searching for lost items... And I guess I had lived another quarter of it in constant exasperation of my carelessness. I'm so silly and brain-dead most of the time, that maybe I should just start calling myself "Stupid"...

Stranger : "Hi, how may I address you?"
Me ........: "I am STUPID LAW (loh...)."

See, the name rhymes!!! Oh well.... my surname always rhymes nicely with whatever that its not suppose to. :O(

OK, that was a whole lot of crap... Pardon me, I'm over-stressed by the exams!!!

P/S : Please don't really start calling me "STUPID" hor.... Unless you have a mouth big enough for my fist. GRR....!

17 bLaCk dResSeS....

2007-11-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Despite reminding myself for the zillion-nth time, NO MORE BLACK DRESSES... I managed to add up the numbers to 17!

SEVENTEEN!!!

Yes, that's the freaking amount of black numbers I have! And the last two of which, were just lugged home over the last 4 days! If you want to dig into history a little more... 14 of them are less than 1 year old. OMG.

GOSH, I really cant believe myself sometimes! I don't even like black outfits in the first place! And I'm seriously running out of wardrobe space... And you have got to hear this too, I've just gotten a new wardrobe last year and its already like bursting!

Yes, I ought to be sccrreeeaaaammmmiiinnnngg at myself!

Oh man.... seriously, NO MORE BLACK DRESSES!!!! BANNED!!!

2007-10-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

tUrninG MaD.....

2007-10-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'm turning mad... Now I do understand why do people say that educated people are all mad. The higher one's education level, the more likely he is to be mentally unstable.

I was staring at water running down a tubing into a bucket today. As it stops, some water remains in the tube and the water levels between the tube and the bucket was different. In split seconds, questions and equations were forming in my mind.

"What is the amount of vaccum in the tube that's making the difference in water levels?"

"I've gotta measure the height difference. Oh wait, the tube is tilted to 30 degrees, I must do a 90 degrees measurement for accurate static fluid calculations."

"Then again, should I consider atmospheric pressure in my calculations? Hmm, its a closed system. So I'd only need to consider atmospheric pressure of the water level in the bucket?"

My god! Its only a bucket of water! What's wrong with me? Thoughts like this is happening so often nowadays, that its scaring me. Everytime something as normal as dripping water would catch me unaware, and I'll drift off to land of equations and started calculating non-existence problems.

Fluid Mechanics is about to ruin my sanity, I know. And my educational level isn't even high to start with. Not Fair!

HanD iN HaNd.........

2007-10-10T23:02:00.001+08:00

I took this picture as I was walking out for my lunch break today... It gave me my first smile in days, even if it was just one of those tiniest smile I could muster.

Isn't seeing an old couple holding hands like one the sweetest things in the world?

It just doesn't feels like "couple" when you don't hold hands or give each other occasional tiny pecks on the cheeks. Of course excessiveness in the latter is socially repulsive. But having NO, NONE or ZERO of both... Well, sorry I just don't feel like I'm in love.

2007-10-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

I'm depressed.......... =(

I need to shop for happy clothes............

2007-09-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Oh, do stop asking me why am I in this course already.

It's a pathetic attempt to prove to myself that I'm not a BIMBO.
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Which unfortunately, yes.... I already know I am.

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2007-09-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

I simply love this picture!!!!

I grabbed this from Yv's site, I still havn't had the time to upload from my own camera =(

It almost looks like I've got GLOWING complexion!! Which sadly, I don't.... *Sob...*

In fact, I don't even have fair skin anymore... All the fault of that stupid afternoon sun that I have to brave during every lunch break.

Job-hazzard.

MiD-AuTuMn FeStiVaL OuTinG!!!

2007-09-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

Had a small Mid-Autumn Festival outing with my Uni-mates @ Chinese Garden!!! It was FUN!!

Was acually feeling quite low lately, this was really a breather that I needed to keep my mind off the truckload of miserable thoughts I have, just for a few hours. Really grateful that all of us contributed the time, effort, fuel and mooncake to make it happen!!!

The tickets weren't cheap at $12/pax. I wouldn't say the displays were really worth the $12 per pax, even though I have to comment that the public toilets were surprisingly clean for a garden. But the load of pictures that we took and the fun that we had totally made up for it!! =) Although by the end of it, all of us were like drenched sticky in our own sweat (Ewww...), and so tired out by the all the walking. It is still worth the trip!

I'm looking forward to the next Mid-Autumn outing already!!! Well, presuming all of us make it to Year 3...??

tRemOurS....

2007-09-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

I'm sure many felt the tremours on Wed, and a couple of minor ones over Thursday.

It was around 7+pm, I thought I felt a little giddy but brushed that off to not having enough sleep during the week. Then I heard someone shouted "The building's moving!". I took a quick glance at my desktop, sure enough, my old monitor was swaying!!

At that point of time, it didn't occur to me that there was an earthquake nearby. My first thought were, "OMG, is the building collapsing?". Yah, I should have more faith in the local constructions, but at that point of panic... well, try telling me about it.

Then another said "What are the evacuation plans for this?". Evacuation plan? Come on, RUN!! Within seconds, we were usher out of the office and dashed down 31 storeys on heels and all. After a couple of storeys, the tremours faded. Giggles started behind us and jokes were carelessly made. I couldn't understand... It isn't funny at all. I do take evacuations very very seriously. Every second matters.

This may sound really exagerated, I was super terrified! It occurred to me at that point of time, how much I didn't want to die...

As I ran down the floors, I was thinking... (I know these are really nonsensical but they are the real exact thoughts that ran though my pea brain at that moment)

- I don't have water with me... How long can I survive if I'm not killed if the building crashes?
- I have not ate-to-my heart's-content for a long while. There are still so much I want to eat!
- I have not indulge myself in any buffet in the longest time!
- What should I do if I survived the crash and need to pee?
- I have not shop in a long while...
- If I had known life to be so unpredictable, I would have gotten that expensive dress!
- I have not gotten my degree yet.
- I'm just a lowly paid staff, it isn't fair if I get killed over this kind of monthly salary!
- I don't wana die!!! *Sob*
- If I do, will my close ones be very sad? I don't want them to be sad!
- I want another dinner @ Prego's with him, another day with him.
- I wish I'm not here now.

As we made the dash down, many ladies were complaining of pain in their legs, etc. But frankly at that point of time, I didn't feel a thing in my legs. I didn't even notice that blisters were forming on my feet. I guess in face of fear, pain is zero.

HaiR mEsS.......

2007-09-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Did a messy hairdo for one of my dearies today... I do really mean MESSY!!

There... Messy! Its just a very simple messed-up bun that took like 15 minutes I think...

This is just my second attempted at styling her hair... Well, my fifth or sixth attempt on "dramatic" hairstyling for others to be exact. Yes, I know the hairdo is not even 200 billion light years near fantastic... I'm just untalented at these kinda stuff. Anyway, I have absolutely no intention of developing any talents in this area anyway. I'm just doing it for fun... so don't fault me for it ok?

Oh, at the same time I also applied a very light makeup for her too... She repeatedly emphasized LIGHT MAKEUP only. So, its so light that you can't even see it in the picture... Haha.

Doing hair and makeup is really therapeutic... It sort of lifted my sinking mood a little. So glad that she let me play with her precious hair... Thanks, gal! Anyone else wants to volunteer sacrificing their locks? I'm needing alot of mood-lifts :O(

Oh, out of topic, but here's a picture I took with my sis a month ago.

I haven't been remembering to exercise my narcissism recently, so no up-to-date pictures of my fattening face.

We were at this korean restaurant along Boat Quay for lunch. I love the place!! Yummy food, great setting, free flow korean tea, free flow variety of pre-meal kimchi & starters, cheap, and more importantly........... CUTE KOREAN WAITERS!!!

*dROOLS*

MoOdY........... (~_~|||

2007-08-26T05:02:00.000+08:00

Been feeling so bloody moody lately. I'm even irritated by mere sight of my hair. The length and the colour just isn't right and I hate it. =(

I guess it has got something to do with the start of the new academic semester and the horribly packed timetable that comes with it. The questions marks that are jumping all over my head every lecture i sit in, is just making it worse.

I want to HOLLLLEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm making quite alot of mistakes in work. I would hear instructions and forget them the second I step back to my seat. Totally unforgivable. Seriously think I am just empty-headed. Unqualified for a bimbo, yet certainly brainless.

I guess its the mad rush everyday. I'm so tired that I'm finding it so hard to concentrate at work. I end up churning out quantity instead of quality everyday, which totally doesn't helps in clearing the load when the rejected work just keep coming back. My pending work has already overflowed my SIX-TIER IN-tray. Yes, SIX-TIER (when most of my colleagues only have Two)! Can you believe it!

Just waiting for the day that I am so over-pushed my limits, I'd just call it quits. I don't know when is that going to happen, but my guess is, it wouldn't be far. I really love my job, but the working hours is just driving me nuts.

Super longing for a getaway now. Taipei!! Or at the very least, just let me go back "home" to Hong Kong for a week. But hell, I've got to save my leave for the exams!!!!!! FISH. Feel so impulsed to just go ahead to book and pay for the tickets now! Heck care if I can make the trip or not. I just want something happy to look forward to.

像水一样的爱。。。

2007-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

淡淡的。。。

没有什么可以埋怨，也没有什么值得喜悦。

想不通。。。是你给得不够，还是我要得太多。

bLaBbeRinG....

2007-08-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Strike out the previous entry...

Boy, I must have been boiling mad when I wrote those. Should have been more gracious... Well, at the very least, should not have put myself in the same level with an immature who's not in her right mind. Why was I so bothered in the first place???

Well, now that my frustrations has been vent out, publicity has been given, and more importantly the black sheep removed from my group... Peace reigned again.

Maybe the rain cooled me down... I really like the smell of freshness that fills the air after a heavy storm. It smells like baby innocence and with a minty tinge of enthusiasm... Gee... if you can't get what I mean, don't bother... Me neither. Haha.

P/S: Realise its been long since I last took or upload any pic. Shall be more dilligent in that.